Yes I was the one messaging pics of the lidocain aloe haha....Jeff came home with two bottles and I fell in love with him all over again...lmao

Ugh, I didn't know your phone got dunked, that sucks! Fuck rapids.

Fucking craptastic I almost brought my camera, but I knew that would not survive. Murphy's Law would have had me get flipped and submerged for a good 5 minutes trying to take pics.
I fear no marshmallow

I appreciate the kind words, sir.

Well, I'm not so much angry as I am embarrassed. I didn't want to be presumptuous about the situation while he was in brazil, so I let things go on and kept my mouth shut. There was potential there, he even said on the phone after "Now that I've ruined my chances, I'm probably going to fall in love with you, and you'll just want to be friends." to which my reply was "hah, maybe... and I am old enough to know better. I dont make the same mistake twice!" He managed to rectify him self again tonight by saying that he was trying to make the awkwardness less by being in a social atmosphere rather than a movie at my place, which I can understand. He really does seem like a genuine guy, and seeing as his mother had the same kind of cancer as me, I am pretty sure he is not trying to be malicious with me.

Cant distance my self from him too much because we share intertwining social circles and attend the same functions. I've calmed down now after feeling like a complete tool. I think things are definitely salvageable.

DATING IS STRESSFUL! well, atleast for me. I am an over analyzer.

*hugs* Feel better