lose weight?! why? girl you are gorgeous. I don't know why you're letting this guy anywhere near you...if any guy ever gave me shit for being 'inexperienced I'd tell him to get the fuck out.
Then he's being a total dick. You deserve better. If he wants you to do something and you aren't, he needs to man up and just tell you what to do. Just as if he wasn't up to your standards, you should just tell him what to do. Ugh. I'm sorry babe.
Although I know I never tell people what I like. I'm more of a you do what you want and if I don't like it, I'll tell you no/stop. But that's solely because I'm really shy about sex.
Well i would like to say sex is something special yes experiment and find out the partners good spots but don't give up or get frustrated that is just childish. And you don't need to lose weight you are gorgeous.
you are a pretty thing, and as for the sexuality, if I may you need to talk that over with him. certain people don't have that"instant" sexual bond, and need to have that frank discussion of limits, what the other wants likes, etc. I hope things get better darling