I'm really sorry to read about that. That's got to be a pretty closed-in feeling you've got going right now with no real privacy, and probably one of the stranger working relationships I've heard of. It's unfair for them to keep you on a string as far as your employment goes. Have they said how they would feel about you finding another job, or has that really not come up in discussion?
As far as your bf, I'm hoping he'll get his head straight. I'd be willing to just assume it was the drink that was making him all shitty when you were just chatting casually with the other dude, but it would be unhealthy for him to believe that he can be the only dude you can talk to (I assume since you didn't mention that, he hasn't said that, but its not a stretch in the way some jealous people think, even if they don't admit it to themselves, or anyone else for that matter).
I'm not sure where it is that you live, but here's to hoping that you find some people to talk to. I definitely encourage you to get to know some people on this site, even if it is just as a means to have some positive conversation that won't leave your head spinning when you're done. Keep your chin up, dear. I do hope it gets better.
Congrats on the new job and the awesomely hot pics!! As for the bf it may have been a moment of weakness when he's had a drink and could have been his way of saying how hot he things you are.
Benefit of the doubt this time but if it happens again then you may need to discuss it further. xxx
Sorry to hear about the guy issue it really does suck to be going through all that i was in a relationship where i couldn't talk to any girls cause my partner feared that all girls wanted me i think no matter what everyone is going to have some jealous tendencies just for some they don't get jealous as easy while others do i say take it one day at a time see where things go and put your foot down demand time with him and hopefully you can save up and get a place of your own that way you won't be in a RV with a bunch of people if you were down where i lived i would be your friend and i hope that you find some good friends well wish you the best of luck.
I'm sorry about your bf and your whole situation. I understand though, shit gets rough in that kind of situation. You're a beautiful girl and I think you know that everything will eventuallly be ok. Message me if you would like.
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