_felix_

I'm such a dumb bunny some times.

got in a fight with my man, was feeling sorry for myself and self destructive, drank half a bottle of vodka.
I've been throwing up all day and I have only myself to blame. I'm at work too, and had to tell my boss that it was probably something I ate. He probably doesn't beleive me either. my eyes are swollen from crying.

and everything is fine. he's not mad at me and he still loves me. I made myself sick for nothing, the world wasn't ending. but I guess at the time it seemed like it was. I projected alot of my own personal shit on to the fight and flung myself down the rabbit hole. that was dumb of me.

live and learn I suppose.