you can't blame yourself. there is nothing that you can do when it's time for someone to go. all you could do is love him, which i'm sure that you did. and from what you say about him loving you, he knew how much you love him. it's always hard, but you do have people that love and care for you. you are not alone, even though it feels like it.
Dallas, I am so sorry about your loss. Please let me know when you are ready to talk.
Sweetheart, this is in no way your fault. We talked about this already. His time was coming. You brought more comfort to his last few years than anyone else in his life. I am certain beyond a doubt that he knew you love him. The things you've put up with just to be with him, the sacrifices you've made for him. That speaks volumes.
There was nothing you could do, you are not to blame. His health circumstances dictated this and not something you could have prevented. He knew you loved him very much, your actions showed it every day and actions are much louder then words.
I am sorry for your loss and hopefully your next few days will not be too painful.
d. i am here for you.
i love you and would hug you all day long if i could. I would wrap my arms around you so that any sadness you would face would bounce off my arms.
pretty cheesy, but i would. and then i would bake you cupcakes and we could ride magical pink ponies and talk about all of the wonderful memories that you will always carry in your heart about your grandfather. in those memories, he will always be with you.
Hey, I was thinking about you tonight, with the viewing. I was rehearsing for a service later this year, and one of the pieces I am going to be singing is:
I'm so truly sorry