I really hate that the only damn friend I have left is always so eager to change plans to accommodate his boyfriend. The fucking xmas shopping I'm still expected to join him for is now obscenely early in the morning because his boyfriend wants to go but it has to be early. Which means my insomniac ass has to try to sleep about an hour ago. What made it worse is that when he told me about this he made it seem like I was being unreasonable for wanting sleep. It's not my goddamn choice to be up so late every night. I honestly try to sleep but it just doesn't come. Also, I really hate being the third wheel with these two. They still pretend that they're not a couple when we're out in public, but they mainly talk to each other leaving me wondering why I'm even there. doesn't help that the boyfriend is a controlling judgmental prick. Tomorrow's going to be worse than I initially thought. Yay me!
Maybe I'll get lucky and the world will really end so I won't have to deal with this crap. Not likely, but a man can dream can't he? Anyway, I should try to sleep.
Maybe I'll get lucky and the world will really end so I won't have to deal with this crap. Not likely, but a man can dream can't he? Anyway, I should try to sleep.