Pain and loss are something I've been all-too familiar with in my life, in nearly all aspects available to be...
yet, still, new pain and new loss can hit like a ton of bricks, bringing up familiar yet unique emotions and thoughts alike.

the fact I got a call this morning at work was an immediate sign it had happened, before I even picked...
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S'been kind of a mental week with ongoing things, but since (some?) people already think I'm crazy, I'm already at an advantage, right ?

As of this mornin', I have the part of the late-April vaca set-in-stone : rental car is set-up and paid for, so assuming there's no issue this time with getting picked up, we're gonna be good to go...
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45 poetica written in these first 31 days, a poetica (plus) per day - so far so good, only... 334 days?... to go - *whew*

news commercials very V-day focused - just reminds me how rare I've had a V-day date... and how the only remembered one was a beautiful candle-lit table in a favourite restaurant - which my then-SO set-up so she could let me know she'd cheated on me... again...

catgrey:
I'd say to just ignore it but tv adds can be rather blaring, I've never really celebrated v-day myself it's just like any other day just more... pink lol
wolfox:
long, long time ago, but some moments are... remembered... good or bad - 'course, I haven't celebrated any holidays in decade(s)
up too late (again?) and a li'l brainfried, but since s'been awhile wanted t'let y'all know you're still on my mind :)

long and busy days, but not so exhausted I can't keep a smile on, y'know ?

put in some random dates for vaca, just waitin' t'be approved - don't know if I'll actually do anything, or...
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because it had been asked, though I make no secret of it and oft post of it as well...

yes, I am always in pain - always have been as far back as memory allows - I have a heart issue that has caused me chest pain my entire life, though I've (obviously) adapted to it...
no, I haven't had it looked at since HS...
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sorry, new neighbour, but I cannot acquiesce your semi-creepy request to "hold doing laundry for a few hours" so you can nap/sleep in the laundry room because your apartment is "too noisy and busy" - it's a laundry room and I've got a lot of laundry to try and get done...

catgrey:
That's weird... maybe he likes the smell of dryer sheets but doesn't want anyone to know...
wolfox:
@catgrey that'd be a better excuse, certainly - he's since left the laundry room, so assume he went to 'sleep it off' elsewhere
So far the daily poetica writing is ongoing - haven't missed a day and some days have written more than one...
I don't gaurantee the quality of the poetica, but I've always been my own worst judge of my writings, disliking most

I'll start posting these soon and you can, well, judge for yourself just how bad this daily poetry is :)


work...
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catgrey:
(surprised I read it to the entirety) You have some very interesting thoughts , thank you for sharing and stay warm ^-^
wolfox:
@catgrey thank you! ( I didn't think ANYone ever read my full posts *laughs* ) - my mind goes interesting places, but we live in an interesting world... stay warm, yourself, too !

last night's dream was semi-apocalyptic where I had the only existing apt on a nigh-destroyed upper floor where a "punk-archist tribe" hung out... & I ended up earning their honour & respect & adoration with my apt soon becoming a "safe zone" for particular members !!

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I'm still a firm believer that the Pot And Barrel Makers Of Hyrule are the true leaders of that world ( similar to the Illuminati ) - why else would an entire society have no issue with someone with a sword walking into their homes and stores and breaking every possible pot and barrel they find ?!? it's a conspiracy - they're forced to put up with...
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