Gaaaaaahhhh!!! I feel like I've lost my damn mind!! I woke myself up shrieking at the top of my lungs and my dream book says I need to confront something in my every day life that is too disturbing and my dream self is trying to communicate that. I think that my mind is gone and that's what it's trying to say. Has anyone watched...
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music4u:
Nobody has it all together!! Keep on keeping on!!! You rule!
cihuacoatl:
May all be well in your corner!
Anyone have a good sense on how to use tarot cards? I'd like to be able to read them!!
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erandae14:
Yes well unfortunately Han Solo was so wrong.. The force DOES exist..
cihuacoatl:
I will have your message for you tomorrow afternoon. I just got back from last night. There are many things in store for you.
Anyone out there had bad luck from piercing their septum and or the smiley piercing? I want to get both done, but I want to be informed first
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maxpower1377:
Anytime, you have a great day too!
sweetladytex16:
It's a piercing in the underside of your top lip that shows when you smile
Does anyone else out there who claim to be weird or "different" seem to feel as though your head is clouded and you're incapable of "normal" or reasonable thionking? How do you embrace the fact that you're just weird? I can't escape the cloud of fog that my head is in, and I don't go through a full range of emotions for the life of...
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pesky:
awh, merciiii! <3
x0!
x0!
maxpower1377:
I live in Utah, a lot of things are different here, I don't think like a lot of people here, so I always feel like I am on the outside looking in, and I do try to make new friends, but I don't feel like I can be me, because I feel like I am so different from everybody else, maybe I am over thinking it, but I still feel that way, I know that you are a beautiful woman and you have intelligence, one day it will make sense for you, I hope it does soon
I'm beginning to lose all my faith in humans around me, Maybe it's just a lack of something in myself that doesn't lead me to be more of a judgmental bitch. Maybe it's the fact that I really dont have a mean bone in my body or don't want to step on people's toes. Maybe it's the fact that I actually liked school and books...
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h_man:
Humans suck. Get a cat. Or a dog. Or a goldfish.
Problems solved.
Problems solved.
cihuacoatl:
In a time where I felt the universe was crashing upon me Sweetlady, I walked through life on every battle field here in this realm and outside of it. Many things challenged me. I am glad I looked at this particular blog. Let me tell you.. You like a few other people will realize that many people are not what they seem. Literally.. Demons, Destiny, and the entities that people draw in off their energies are the cause for this. I believe you are in a transition in your life where you realize reality from the dream. Even with your eyes barely open to the true awake you will begin to visually see how many people in the forms hidden in destiny that are trying to make you feel less of yourself and doubt yourself. Always be genuine yes, but put a sheild in guard around your goodness for that the good you do and are represents a light carrier and you will be open to vulnerabilities. Sad that in this lifetime that everyone is not truly awakened many hurts, betrayls, and deciet is scattered all around us vaguley can have one who you can put all your trust and beliefs in only to stab one in the back and laugh in your face.. I have been there many times and so I knew that even then.. I would have to walk life alone. Truly to be alone spiritually is the way to really start breathing and livibng. Why, its because this is when you begin to awake. You can check out my blogs I have written and get an idea of what I am trying to speak to you in regards to this lifetime.. destiny... this dream.. There is one great dreamer right now dreaming all of the actions in this lifetime that is resting in the womb of the universe as I type this to you and is in the waking..
Strong, empowered, sensual women, what are some of your secrets to not only getting respect but to feeling good about yourself and owning your sexuality?
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vonpink:
all is well he just kinda dull and boring and being replaced. such is my life.
id couldnt help you as i am no long a female after the surgery
id couldnt help you as i am no long a female after the surgery
cihuacoatl:
For me strong, empowerment, and the sensuality will come from my heart.
Is it weird to say that at 27 I don't know much about myself, if anything at all? That to say I've been living just to breathe for so long that I don't really feel much at all. That I have no friends, no fixed personality? Just me, floating day to day, never really making the people around me happy or myself. I've always given...
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stcyr:
of course it's not weird
of course
& I suspect,
there's a lot more like us
than the other way around 
catdad:
You are making 'unique' sound like a bad thing. I didn't get my career going until after I was 30. I still haven't gotten a social life together. Maybe I'll work on that when I get into a retirement center. I don't think that there is anything wrong with having feelings like you do. It's a normal part of figuring ourselves out. Some people go through life doing lots of things mindlessly. You, at least, are thinking. Our society likes to ostracize people who don't fit a particular range of 'normalcy'. Have you looked into any spiritual guidance? I wouldn't recommend anything western, but there may be some eastern things out there to help you feel more at peace with the universe. Have you taken some personality assessments to see what things your type are generally drawn to or try to avoid? That may help you negotiate life, and possibly pathways to change, assuming you'd rather change than grow comfortable with who you are today. Lots of ways to look at it. Take your time. Work on it with a professional when you can. {hug}
I didn't get my career going until after I was 30. I still haven't gotten a social life together. Maybe I'll work on that when I get into a retirement center. I don't think that there is anything wrong with having feelings like you do. It's a normal part of figuring ourselves out. Some people go through life doing lots of things mindlessly. You, at least, are thinking. Our society likes to ostracize people who don't fit a particular range of 'normalcy'. Have you looked into any spiritual guidance? I wouldn't recommend anything western, but there may be some eastern things out there to help you feel more at peace with the universe. Have you taken some personality assessments to see what things your type are generally drawn to or try to avoid? That may help you negotiate life, and possibly pathways to change, assuming you'd rather change than grow comfortable with who you are today. Lots of ways to look at it. Take your time. Work on it with a professional when you can. {hug}I decided I would love to be a burlesque dancer, but I don't know if I'm totally cut out for it haha. http://youtu.be/pQrXGiN3GCY [/YOUTUBE]
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vonpink:
grreat to here. at this moment i am drunk but non this moment im doing well. living life blow by blow, living life and making stories
catdad:
Very nice.
Blegh-more of me.
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lord_renob:
I sympathize with your dilemma. I used to be a very shy introvert. A big part of my issues were based on my horrendous self image. I'll admit a big change for me was having gastric bypass. I know this isn't your issue but I do hope you can find that help and self confidence to come out of your shell. @};-
catdad:
I can relate to that a bit. I think I'm more comfortable with being somewhat of an outcast, because I don't take the time to judge myself by what others do or have and usually don't think about what they might think. That is a problem with our society, though. But at the same time, the less I do 'normal' things like everyone else, the more removed I become from everyone else. That's maybe where your lack of experiences makes you feel like you don't belong. But, if other people are going to judge you by what you have or haven't done, that's kind of a problem with them, not with you. You need to have faith in your humanness. That's all anyone can expect from you. If you don't have opinions, see if you can find some and try to understand why you have them - people like to challenge you on them. If you want more hobbies or interests, explore what those might be. But, there is nothing wrong with only being into cooking, drawing, and dancing. Are there any cooking classes you can take where you'd be interacting with people with a shared interest? Those type of interactions almost always branch out into other areas, such as talking about grocery shopping or restaurants, which may be useful or interesting. You might enjoy going to a Dr. Sketchy's event in your area. Any dance classes you'd consider taking? Those are just some ideas. You may need to do more personal work and therapy work, but those are areas where you already have some knowledge and talent and would be great starting points.
I think the last movie I saw in a theater was Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.
I think the last movie I saw in a theater was Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.
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nishdevesh:
verry nice
bad_a_dave:
Awesome!!!