Wednesday Dec 12, 2012

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i've been dating this girl for just a short while now,
and she has a bachelors degree in landscape architecture.
she's so brilliant and beautiful and completely into me.
she works at an arboretum right now,
and was recommended for a paid internship in boston next year.
i told her we'd have to road trip to montreal this spring
so i could...
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flipygoo:

That's awesome I wish you the best smile

evilgasm:

I wish you all the best Stadia... but do take care wink

Friday Nov 23, 2012

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i always rehearse conversations in my head, or just have random convos in my head about something that happened earlier or years ago even. i've talked to other people about it, and so i know i'm not the only one who does it... but yesterday i got busted on the bus.

i was mouthing all the words while on the bus to school...
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evilgasm:

^^ I have to check myself sometime to stop me from doing that.When i'm alone it's even worse though... i won't only start talking out loud i'll start acting out the whole scene blush

anttheknee:

ME TOO!!!! I hate wondering if I said something out loud or not. To me always sounds like I did. Thanks for joining the club I thought only included me :0

Thursday Nov 22, 2012

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i'm starting to wonder if i just procrastinate the hell out of school/feeding myself/life in general... to give myself a false sense of success at the end when i overcome it.

do i create my own lows just to get more highs?
and if i do, are they fake highs?
is the feeling of accomplishment totally phony because i didn't really...
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coyopakya:

either way you look at it, still problem solving smile

evilgasm:

Overcomming the consequences of your own mistakes is still a victory in my book. The real trick of course is learning from the mistake... Making sure you don't make it again. That's one lesson I've yet to master blackeyed

Tuesday Nov 20, 2012

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so have you ever had a dream that you were dead in?
here's mine last night that has me so unsettled....

i was sitting with my mom and another person and i knew i was dead and so was the other person. my mom was talking and behaving with me like i was alive, and so i "broke the news" and told her the...
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evilgasm:

That is a really beautiful dream actually. Whish I could help on the interpretation side. Unfortunately the only horses I know of relating to passing on are the ones ridden by Valkyries. They don't seem to fit that description though (and i'll just assume you haven't been involved in any epic battles of late wink ).

steeldog:

most dreams are based on your feelings, how did you feel the day(s) before the dream? were you afraid, anxious? how is your relationship with your mother? is some one causing you to be afraid? or maybe just about losing your job? most any fear some dreams are just multi-media(probably not this one)! there are theams to dreams so it may not be about death at all! where are your people from, spirituality? have you ever had any prophetic dreams before? there are books, library! but it all starts with your fears! good luck and bless you<3

Wednesday Nov 14, 2012

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lalalala

so i have a new girlfriend.
one who hopefully isn't insane.
or leads a completely separate second life....
and she's amazing.
but.
she has just come out to her parents,
and not really to everyone on facebook
and i told her i want to make it facebook offish
and she's like "hmmmm" and turned down the idea
and i'm over...
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steeldog:

such a wonderful feeling when you're in that relationship moment<3

iterror:

Own it, unapologetically, and with conviction own it, the both of you. Not everyone in your lives will understand and approve, but the harder you own it, the bigger the statement becomes and the harder it will be for those who dont accept it to remain ignorant to it.

plus im bigger than most people, and ill scowl at them with scathing eyes. smile

Monday Oct 08, 2012

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this is SO much more like her:

"i had a dream:
you told me to get my head outta my ass. i woke up crying and smiling because i know if im ever going to get you back thats exactly what i hafta do. i may have fucked up yesterday and the day before that and the day before that but im not going to...
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Thursday Oct 04, 2012

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doll

you're a perfect doll, my love.
your girl held your hand and dragged you through life
showed you the sun and the beach and the mountains...
then she grew up.
she didn't want to play with you anymore.
your hair was dirty, your makeup smudged.
but you were still perfect to her. always perfect.
so she put you in a glass case...
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tactical:

i like it

henryetta:

very nice

Wednesday Oct 03, 2012

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this is what i see when i close my eyes:

you're there. behind this wall of tinted glass. it transforms you a little bit, distorts what i see. you can't hear me and i can't hear you. you have your hands pressed against the glass and a sad expression on your face like you're trying to soothe me and tell me...
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tactical:

wow, that is a very vivid description

Tuesday Oct 02, 2012

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i don't know if i should thank you for raising my dating standards really high...
or be mad at you that you're the reason i can't have a relationship longer than 2 months.
oracle:

I had one of those once.

littlejohn22:

just remember you are special enough to have high standards ... you deserve what your looking for.