Never ending hate

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I know that eventually I have to find a better way to fuel myself. I usually wake up pretty happy and hope I suppose. I have to be torn apart and rearranged by a woman who says she loves me. Using our only child as pawn in a game of " you get to see him...Not!!!" I pay her phone, I do as I am...
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Thursday Sep 26, 2013

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I am so tired for once but I still can't sleep. I wish my phone would up with messages and calls right now instead of when I am busy. No I don't want to hear about your relationship, I don't even have one anymore to not have the drama of it. I do enjoy the ability to concentrate and college is going...
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ellys:

Hello there... In deed, it is a Schecter :)

skullynova:

Hello!! :) I actually saw your Schecter and I am a little jealous you have a V shaped Schecter guitar with what looks like Seymour Duncan Pick ups with a Floyd Rose.

Saturday Sep 21, 2013

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Many good and horrible things happening. So many risks that are paying off even when I considered falling out. Going to school is making me feel better, at least when it's all said and done I have a degree. Instead of still fighting in a relationship with someone who doesn't even show any interest in being with me. I know I am not...
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Thursday Sep 12, 2013

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So not too long ago I was called a whore. Which to my surprised made me laugh so hard. I don't know where people get these thoughts. I love the person I am with and if doesn't work I don't see myself dating. I spent too much time with her and our son deserves better than that. Of course I won't...
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spitfirexx:

As long as you tried that's all that matters! And having a backup plan is always a good idea.
&& Avenged Sevenfold- hell to the yeah!

skullynova:

That's always what I say, and the back up plan is always the best in every situation. Avenged Sevenfold is the best, I can't believe how their new album came out.

Friday Sep 06, 2013

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I am actually not too angry, I still have my heads stuck in the clouds for many reasons. I am happy that my grades didnt even go down from the tests I bombed for my classes but it still isnt good. I need to separate my personal life from everything I am doing everything to hold together. I still dont have much respect for anyone...
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Wednesday Sep 04, 2013

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So lately I have been off on my own trip. I keep forgetting what I am supposed to be doing. I usually space out a lot but lately it's just been getting worse. I suppose I can't deduce it down to not being able to work and feeling depressed from not being able to do much when all I want to do is...
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lostre:

I believe in you. Just keep believing in yourself.

skullynova:

Thank you, one day I want to laugh at all this situations that once tore me to shreds.