shyguy1369

I haven't written anything in a while. No poems, at least not ones I am comfortable sharing at this point.

Today was a very rough day. I worked my 7th shift in a row today and I am so glad its over, but I got home tonight and I feel so very lonely. I been single now for over 10 months, and I am worried...
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Well it's been quite some time so thought I would post another one of my poems. I figure since it's my birthday I should post something. Probably going to have to figure something else to write here soon as I am running out of completed poems lol. I hate spending my birthdays' alone, but oh well, not much I can do at the moment. Maybe...
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As I have said before, I have not had the best experiences with women... This poem was written when someone I really cared about, completely rejected me.

Love is Pain

A longing for passion
A desire to feel love
Feelings without ration
Only pain to speak of

A very beautiful flower
Crossing my life's path
Her feminine power
A spell over me cast

Unbeknownst to...
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Here is another poem. As I have said before, I have been quite unlucky in love and with women. So a lot of my poems were bred from that. So here is another one, and I hope you enjoy.

Empty Inside

My heart is broken,
I feel only pain.
Wherever I look,
I see you again.

Doubt and despair,
Fill all my days.
Can't seem...
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Well I have been very unlucky in love and very unlucky with those of the fairer sex. I am of course speaking about women. So many of my poems showcase this. This poem I wrote about a year and a half ago.

Emptiness

God punishes me yet again
Showing me what love can be
Then he rips it away
He doesn't want me to be...
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Ok here is another poem I wrote. I dedicated this one to my late cousin, may she rest in peace. It took me a long time to be able to put the words to paper. She died when she and I were both 14, we were close and she was more like a best friend than any friend I had at the time. It took...
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Well I have not much to write today so for today, I am going to actually post one of my poems.

The poem I chose to start with is one I actually wrote for Diamante before she became a Suicide Girl. I met her online and she inspired me to write this one. So this poem is dedicated to her

Emerald Beauty

Your eyes are...
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Well I been sitting here thinking, so I figured I would write it down, why not right?

Anyways, to be perfectly honest, I don't have the greatest self confidence, it's on the rise for sure, but it is still not great (Wow that's a lot of commas lol). That being said, I always find it to be shocking when a woman that I find attractive...
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Well I figured I would finally type a blog.

In the past few weeks I have gone from being lonely and depressed and not sleeping well... to still alone(not as lonely thanks to good friends), happier and well still not sleeping well.

I met some people who have really helped to bring my confidence level up as my last gf helped to bring it down....
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