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It's been a minute or two since I put something up, but I felt the need to be expressive. So I guess I'm kind of in a lull, so to speak. I'm two weeks away from going home on leave, I think I'm getting anxious. And I'm still waiting on my Ford Focus RS. It's driving me nuts driving around in a soccer mom car...
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Ugh....this deployment is dragging a little bit at the end. Won't be too long though, lots of stuffs to do when I get back. New car, new gun, my real bed (pillow top matress with 500 thread count sheets). Heat and sunlight. Almost done, almost done.

More often then not I find myself writing depressing things on here. The reason is this is really the only place I feel safe enough to vent and get feedback (outside of my social group). But you know what, today isn't going to be that, because today life is good. It's good because I'm in the fantastic European city of Tallinn, Estonia. I finally have...
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So once again I find myself deployed. Whilst I am getting to see new places and experience new things ( frankly I hate traveling), I would much rather be at home. Maybe homesickness is just starting to creep in. Being away from my own devices and comforts really does suck. There is lots of time here to do nothing, I wish Fallout 4 would just...
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See one of my favorite things about this here SuicideGirls website here is the fact I can say (or rather type) what I'm thinking about or wanting to say with out any judgement. Now that's not saying people who read my stuff judge me anyway, they do, but I don't know any of you on this physical plane of existence. So it really doesn't matter....
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So I recently purchased "Mama said knock you out" covered by FFDP feat. Tech N9ne. I had a tiny revelation. Rock n' Roll is really the last music genre the has resisted complete industrialization. It's the last shitty genre. I say that meaning it isn't shitty at all. No don't get me wrong, there are groups that suck, Nickleback comes to mind. Take a look...
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So I was talking and hanging out with this girl I met at the bar. Problem was she's married. Our conversations bordered on infidelity. Last night I was out with her and her friend and I got called out by one of her friends she's known for a long time. In that moment I realized how wrong I was and I just left. I feel...
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It's 1:30am...I'm out and about and I'm hungry. I decide to go to Waffle House and get food. As I pull up there are some dumb college kids standing out side smoking a fag. I get out of my car one of them asks me "Did you flip me the bird?" I then think....shit I'm by myself and he's had a friend, lets diffuse the...
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I got it started!!!