I've gotten to that point in life where I just don't care anymore about anything. It doesn't matter what it is, I just don't care one way or another. Example: my birthday is in June and my dad keeps asking me what I want for a present and for dinner that day. My answer: "I don't care"

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So life is getting really interesting, I definitely feel better after getting rid of all the memories of my ex's and everything seems to be going great. That is until all the universe decides to throw a few curveballs. Two days ago my dad, at age 61, has been diagnosed with diabetes. It's not a complete shocker since we both knew it runs...
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Let me start this blog by first saying that I am not currently in a relationship, so that has nothing to do with the following.

So for no real reason, lately my mind has been thinking about 2 of my exs. These 2 were my 1st two "true love" type relationships which unfortunately ended due to their unfaithfulness. My mind hasn't been thinking of...
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manic:
It's a good thing :3 I've hung on to stuff from past relationships for that long but the past is gone and done, all that holding onto the stuff will do is cause you missing feels of nostalgia and pain. It's better to get rid of it. 
norpothos:
@manic Exactly, I feel so much better now

AnyoneAnyone else disappointed with episode 7 of Star Wars? To me I just felt like a rehash of episode 4 with better graphics and a slightly different story line......

saga:
Yes, but there are some theories about this movie... I think it is an amazing movie
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Almost got fired today for standing up to a customer who threatened me. The store director did nothing but blame me, even after seeing video showing the customer was an asshole to begin with.....

Fuck I need to find a job where I don't interact with other people....

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I've always been interested in photography so I figured I'd throw this out here: any models in the Western Washington area need some shots done? Since I'm no professional and really only have a Nikon camera, I won't charge anything at the moment. I figured this would be a good way to start a portfolio for myself and allow some models...
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I wish I knew how to start this, but I don't write these very often. I just know if I don't express what's going through my mind I am going to explode.

For two years now I've been battling with severe depression. Not any one thing has caused it, it has just many little things. I am on medication (Lexapro) and...
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norpothos:
@crypticheart unfortunately this is still an ongoing issue in my life, and it only gets worse around the holidays I'm afraid. No worries, I've been trying to keep my spirits up and when I have been feeling down, Fallout 4 has been there to get my mind off "life" and music of some bands I recently discovered. I thank you so much for your comment, it is nice to know someone cared enough to comment and offer help :)
crypticheart:
I'm really sorry to hear that, I inow the holidays can be rough sometime. Just know that taking care of yourself is your first priority.  :) Also I've heard Fallout 4 is awesome so I hope that helps too! 
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It really is heartbreaking when you see someone almost every day and you cannot tell them how you feel about them because they are with someone else.....just sayin.....

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So how long is "friends with benefits" too long? I've been FWBs with this girl since August, but that's it. We act more like a couple, watch movies, cuddle, hold hands in public, etc. When I bring up a relationship, she says she is still "emotionally numb" from her last one that ended about a year ago. She has also moved into my...
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carnelian:
Just let it ride
cadavre:
I guess continue the way you are, and just enjoy it