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I understand that friends come and go, but only precious few hold on. Yet it is still so depressing thinking back on all the great times you've shared and not really knowing where it went wrong? Was it something I said, something I did, did I do nothing at all? Maybe that was it you needed me and I wasn't there. Or did I simply...
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user8992:
If your intuition tells you that I assume the trouble was within themselves. Not much you can do but let go. If she comes back then it's meant to be. It's hard I know.
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I'm just going to talk about stuff that I've been up to this summer sense posting about a full year is just plain insane. Lol

I'm still enjoying my job as an industrial painter even though I took some unwanted time off due to a finger injury and the lack of work in my area. I'm back to work now, yay. I've been working on...
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user8992:
That's crazy. I'm terrified of heights lol.. 
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Like, I don't know what's happening. I'm just so tired. Trying to sleep, I just lay here quiet. My mind's raging, it won't slow down, it won't settle. I think I sleep, I just can't be sure though. I'm tired, I'm a tired mess. Sometimes there is no scarier place than our own thoughts. The darkest depths of a moonless midnight of the mind. There...
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user8992:
Very well written. I hear that. Eventually you will get past it. Sometimes we have to face these thoughts and feelings in order to let them move on. Just don't unpack and live there.  I love how you write BTW 😉😊 thank you for sharing.
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I'm the worst when it comes to blogs, and just letting people know whats new with me in general. I'm always on the move and doing things, it's hard to know where to start.

SO first thing first got my 5th tattoo, inspired by Five Finger Death Punch. My heart is an endless winter filled with rage.

While I was working in Port Angeles, I
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I think on the last day of the work week you should be switched for hourly pay to piece work.

For instance, today is my Friday I need to finish spot priming 15 bays on Seattle's Safeco Field's to be meet the projects goal for the week. What I'm saying is once I'm done with my task I should have the rest of the day...
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delaney:
if you have not joined the sg seattle group then you def should <3 https://www.suicidegirls.com/groups/sgseattle/
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Of all my nicknames I find myself drawn and enjoy Cowboy the most. For when I think of the idea of a cowboy I find myself comparing it with my idea of myself.
Hes a strong man: look at the life he leads, out in all weathers. Hes an independent man, a free man. He is certainly skilled with his hands, and honest, to a...
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I'm really enjoying my first day off in 35days. Relaxing around the house, packing up the Jeep and getting ready for my long weekend. Omak Stampede and Rodeo here I come!
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You see, moving on, is not one of my strong suits. Thoughts of you weigh heavy on my mind. They leap like prowling beast and grip and tear at my conscience with grinding claws and fangs. Never letting me forget. So try as I might to forget you, to leave you in my past, to walk away. I can't, you are always and forever in...
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polaw:
kiss a lot of kisses for u <333
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You know what they say "Those who can't do, teach." Well apparently I can no longer "do" my job, I am now teaching the interns how to do my job. eeek
haylie:
smile