Wednesday Jan 23, 2013

0
It's 2:16am and I really want someone to be filthy with right now. No one really around, digitally or otherwise.

Lame.
faefae:

I never got a text wink

Monday Jan 14, 2013

0
I'm just saying... a butt plug and a fleshlight. Just saying.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
pthalo:

thanks, hun. always nice to find others with similar problems. especially around here, where i live .. i begin to feel like i'm the only one with these issues

apriloneil:

smile

Saturday Dec 22, 2012

0
apriloneil:

Hey!!! I missed it here! I'm doing alright, all things considered... smile

Thursday Dec 06, 2012

0
Can't really talk about it on Facebook because I'm friends with co-workers and it wouldn't be proper, but:

Just got a 19% raise today. Lead Producer at my studio. smile
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
dearambellina:

Very nice, congrats biggrin

burntsolace:

AWESOME!

Saturday Dec 01, 2012

0
One of the things that I really struggle with, being a lead producer, having a lot of responsibility at work, and being boss to people, is keeping respect for those who don't work very hard, or don't work very considerately.

I'm ultimately responsible for the work my employees do. If they don't do it, I'm the one who immediately suffers...
Read More
dearambellina:

I definitely lose respect for people who don't have a good work ethic, friends or otherwise.

Sunday Nov 04, 2012

0
Been seeing a new girl... and it's been going really well. Last week she came over and we watched a movie and made out for a while. One of the best kissers I've ever had the privilege of kissing. She's aggressive, which is great!

Cut to tonight. She comes over to "watch another movie," and we don't even start it before...
Read More
dearambellina:

On the bright side - she has nothing to compare it to!

Seriously... it's not as big a deal as you might think it is. I know it's a big ego crusher for guys to not be able to stay hard, but believe it or not, girls (decent ones, at least) are going to be understanding smile

mydogfarted:

Don't feel bad. Happens to me with condoms as well. I have to work them on over my piercings, and I'm usually flaccid by the time it happens.

Friday Oct 05, 2012

0
It's really not healthy how lonely I get, or how attached to people I get...

All of a sudden I'm getting a lot of girl attention. Had two friends suddenly show an interest in me, plus the casually dating thing. It's fun and great, but I haven't "gone home" with anyone yet, and I get very lonely at night. Like, almost...
Read More
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
skullgrid:

i hear ya on that

mercie:

I found a TEDTalk on exactly what I described earlier. Go figure. (see description) http://www.ted.com/talks/amy_cuddy_your_body_language_shapes_who_you_are.html

Sunday Sep 16, 2012

0
Well, this month has certainly been interesting.

I've severed all ties with my ex. We spent time together at PAX (and hooked up a lot), and it was great, but things just disintegrated so quickly afterwards it was almost funny. Old patterns started emerging even at PAX, and definitely afterwards, and I knew that I needed to distance myself again. Two weeks after PAX...
Read More
dearambellina:

Ouch... I was in a similar situation like the one you descibed (ex dating a close friend). There's really nothing better to do than cut off contact like you did. I applaud you for that. For now just enjoy casually dating and your bromance biggrin It made me giggle that you used that word.

Friday Sep 07, 2012

0
Nothing like turning a girl down for sex and having her pick your boss as her second choice to make you feel better. Kinda disappointing, though. She had a pierced tongue and dermal anchors and she looked like she'd be a LOT of fun.

And she was Canadian (ahem, khoos).

Maybe next PAX.

Nice that the reason I turned her down was because I...
Read More