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Hello,

I must apologize.

I haven't been online. I haven't answered messages. I haven't posted pics or written new blogs.

My father died last month. And with him, I lost a part of myself.

I've been to hell and back.Yes, again. Blinded synaptic trekking, it is an occupation of mine, aside from bartending and procratination. I am currently on a journey back to medically aided...
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meosne:
I hope you are recovering from your loss. Please accept this extra big hug from this complete but concerned stranger.
mtbdoc:
hoping for your renewed joy and healing and new endeavors and,, of course sharing with the SG world. you are pink from my POV
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Ah, how amazing it would be to go pink.

This coming Saturday at 8:29am my newest photoset, Inner Sanctum, will be in the member review section. They were taken in my own bedroom, so it is a little more personal than my last set. You can see an improvement in my confidence and attitude, mostly because Im getting more used to having people with a...
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monacataldo:
Why u are not pink!!!
ennead:
Best of luck going pink. You've got the looks and attitude to succeed as a SG, I feel, so it is probably only a matter of time. I'm digging on Inner Sanctum in a big way. Also, I wish you the best concerning your father, since there's really nothing that can ever be said to make the situation okay or take away the reality of it all, especially said by a stranger. I just wanted to express my sympathy.
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Life is funny, people are cruel, and inner peace can be fleeting.


My fathers bone cancer(specifically multiple myeloma) has spread to his right arm, lower lumbar spine, and his skull. He pathologically fractured his left arm while sleeping last Friday morning.

Excuse me? How the fuck do you break your arm while sleeping? Well, if all your bones are as swiss cheese like his, I...
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hexxus:
hey thanks for checking out my set and leaving me some love, i appreciate it =]
fede:
Hey girl.. I'm really sad about your story.. I've seen your past blogs too.. I wish you the best cos I'm sure that karma will help you soon.. kiss

Anyway thanks for the req.. smile
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I have changed my name.

Hemera is a Greek mythological goddess of daytime. The daughter of Nyx, goddess of the night, and Erebus, god of darkness and shadow. I find it fascinating how the personification of light itself was born of the complete opposite, of its void and absence altogether. Thus reminding me of the tattoo I have on my back, a phoenix. The mythological...
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indiebuddhist:
As long as it suits you, and you like it, it's good.
brokenglasskid:
what was it before?
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You know, I figured I could write all this fake pretentious bullshit to make myself sound just so flowery and wonderful, because who would know the truth? Huh?

Im an classical piano officianado, a well acheived Muay Tai kickboxer, with an MSN who runs an entire floor in Rush Hospital in Chicago that specializes in experimental cardiac and neurological operations, and owns a beautiful 3...
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gorillamitts:
Fuck BiPolar... Everyone love to just "recluse" every now and again.. I do it because the people out there give me Anxeity like no othereeek
porphyria:
Im excited to see your new set, I see its in queue, I think your adorable. Good luck!
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Ha, I was reading through some crazy shit I wrote. They are all penned in the heat of intense anger or pain, of course, cuz thats just me. smile
Pardon the angst, it comes and goes.

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Nov. 24th 2009-
To Whomever This May Concern

You are
perpetually off axis, out of control
I am
tired, but will stand so I can
quiet the past, reclaim...
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jimmyaro:
Your crazy shit is some real shit. I can relate to The Silence of Sunday.
msboomstick:
You are so talented dollface. Love you so much. <3 your BFF