Mike emailed Zepyher. This is what he wrote.
"I'm finaly in Iraq and did my first mission.
We are in a dangerous place, but our base is not to
bad. We have showers, and decent food so we are
living pretty well. I miss you so much and I can't wait
to hold you close again. I miss you so much.
affectionetly yours,
Mike"
I told her to just go with him. They belong together...
Once again, I am disregarding my own feelings...and doing the right thing. Once again I am being the better man, and stepping down...
Why do I always have to be the strong one? The good friend?
I mean, what does it get me?
When do I get to be selfish and FINALLY get what I want?
The only other girl I was interested in told me last night in a drunken stupor that she sees me as "such a good friend that she wouldn't risk losing it to date me."
And why does being strong hurt so God damn much?
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On a not depressing topic, I bought a crown tail Betta. Something I have never seen before. Regular bettas look like this
Crowntails have a different fin style.
Mine is solid red. Amazing fish.
I think I may start a betta collection.
-KOS
"I'm finaly in Iraq and did my first mission.
We are in a dangerous place, but our base is not to
bad. We have showers, and decent food so we are
living pretty well. I miss you so much and I can't wait
to hold you close again. I miss you so much.
affectionetly yours,
Mike"
I told her to just go with him. They belong together...
Once again, I am disregarding my own feelings...and doing the right thing. Once again I am being the better man, and stepping down...
Why do I always have to be the strong one? The good friend?
I mean, what does it get me?
When do I get to be selfish and FINALLY get what I want?
The only other girl I was interested in told me last night in a drunken stupor that she sees me as "such a good friend that she wouldn't risk losing it to date me."
And why does being strong hurt so God damn much?
______________________________________
On a not depressing topic, I bought a crown tail Betta. Something I have never seen before. Regular bettas look like this
Crowntails have a different fin style.
Mine is solid red. Amazing fish.
I think I may start a betta collection.
-KOS
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Crowntail Bettas rock.
Being strong hurts because it's the right thing to do, and it's never easy doing the right thing. If it was, everyone would do it.
It'll work out.