Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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So I'm never on here to blog, I'm always saying I'll try to change that but i never do. So instead i've added any blog I could find so far off of other social sites, some from myspace and facebook, some really fucking old 5 years at the most so far. So strange and inane to have all my thoughts from...
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Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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see not a reason to care anymore, to try and search for a meaning, a purpose, for what good does it do? The motivation that should be driving me is absent. What motivates me day to day, I do not know, the will to simply live, to be alive yet I do not "Live". What does it mean? I am a Troll under a bride...
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Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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Udates on this thing called life. Umm...Almost done with the new Harry Potter book, my friends keep making fun of me cuz they finished it in like 3 days and its taking me a month, oh well don't care. I got promoted at work yesterday I gots my level 3, you don't know what that means, it just means i gets more...
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Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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No one knew what the whispers in the night were, the soft cry leaving the lips of a tortured soul. No one knew, no one knew. The whisper that was Eugene, the demon, the unwanted and unseen. Eugene cries, cursing the world, the night with his plea, his wish to be what he once was. Will Eugene ever be what he was, or is he...
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Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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At present, i'm not sure of anything. I found out a few days ago that my ex is moving back. I've been spending days since she left trying to rid my mind from thoughts of her, but I couldn't. I'd find myself thinking of her, dreaming of her, of how i loved her, of the love that was there between us...
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Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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In recent days, I have found myself wondering...thinking, every minute I come to a new conclusion and every minute I come up with a new question. Lately, I just can't seem to bring myself to say what I want, what I wish. I find I often compare my life to movies, I see myself as the characters going through what they went through...
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Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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At least i got it out of the way... thats all I can keep thinking right now. Perhaps I approached things the wrong way, hard to say. Never was good at the whole asking someone out thing, and maybe i was too late. Just a friend, she likes me as just a friend, figures. No matter what I might try or say, nothing will probably...
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Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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You Run as fast as you can,

Every step like the beat of a drum

Your heartbeat is the sound i wanna ban

I can follow your steps like a trail of crumbs

If you stop to catch your breath

I'll catch you

If you hesitate for a mere second

I'll get you

lf you look back to find me

I'll find...
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Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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Well, here I am. Blogging just to blog, cuz i haven't in so long. Much has happened since last time I blogged. I've seen movies, V for Vendetta of course, loved it. Went to see Anti-Flag in Boise! and afterwards a 24 hour road trip to get home ensued. Lets see, no longer a lead man for reasons I won't disclose. I...
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Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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I'm looking around, in a cluttered room, box upon box. So many to go through, what surprises do the boxes hold? I trip and stumble over the little ones, and crash head first into the big ones, barely preventing an avalanche of cardboard.
Not a single solitary label on any box, where to start, where oh where? I'm deep in the maze, not...
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Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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So it would seem recently that a blog is in high demand, so i don't myspace much...um oh well. Myspace does not rule my life, its merely a tool of simplicity for life, not to overcomplicate it, or something like that. As for blogging its mostly just a way to vent for me, to vent my angers, frustrations etc. but also to talk...
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Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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i don't know what i do that makes me, me. Why i do the things i do. God knows i try to be nothing but a good person, but sometimes no matter what i hurt the one I love. I don't know why I am the way I am. I hate myself, and maybe thats why I try so hard. A useless effort...
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