Has anyone seen this? I'm pretty sure it's an old video but I recently came across it and as I was watching it, I was becoming sad.

I admit, I still become embarrassed and/or still don't believe when someone tells me I'm attractive. (Its just how I grew up) Growing up, I didn't wear make up or wear girly...
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btflday777:
You are beautiful to me in many ways, you are genuine, wonderfully direct and honest! Your question on what is attractive is quite complicated, usually it's a combination of things. I find intelligence, honesty, willingness to compromise, genuine intent to do good, just as attractive as a beautiful smile or a "pretty" body shape. A skill of any kind, like playing an instrument, being interested at a certain sport or being adventurous is attractive. Sometimes just doing nothing and being happy to just enjoy the moment is very attractive. Please stay the way you are, keep enjoying those "mud runs" and workouts! I'll give you a big hug even if you are sweaty :)
deliriumgrey:
@btflday777 your comment made me smile. Thank you as always for your support. It's things like this that make me want to really push to be a Suicide girl :)

Hey you guys ! It has been WAY TOO LONG!

Sorry about that.

Been busy with work and my sleep schedule been a mess and honestly, i haven't been feeling good about myself.

But lately I been working out tons and I'm starting to feel a lot better about myself.

Sorry. I've mentioned before my self esteem sucks. BAD.

I know i said...
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deliriumgrey:
@baalseraph exactly!
onespeed:
glad you are back!

I'm torn about this.

Out of curiosity, what is everyone's stance on one night stands or fucking around.

I myself can't bring myself to just have sex with someone (even if i'm physically interested and super horny...) but I never do anything about it.

I can't flirt. Lol. I'm just so awkward about it.

Believe it or not, I...
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btflday777:
This not an easy question and I don't think there is a direct answer. It all depends. I personally like to know the other person a bit better, I want to make sure that there isn't any situation that either me or the other person will regret. Often people are taken up by emotions, but that doesn't mean to stop thinking about consequences. Flirting is good, but at the same time giving mixed signals about your intentions can be tough to handle and will hurt the feelings of the other person if you change your mind just before it gets "hot". I would say, do what feels right in the moment and think about your believes and principles ahead of time. Just as important is to think about the emotions you personally will have the day after, if you shouldn't ever see the other person again. Hope this helps a little.
deliriumgrey:
@BTFLDAY777 it did. Thank you.

I finally bought my new laptop!

And it has a built in camera (fun)

As I said before, I wanted to start doing a Vlog type crap.

Let me know if there is anything you guys want to know about that isn't too personal (i.e. Where I live at ;D )

Anyways, I'm pretty much an open book.

Hit me up with questions :)

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btflday777:
How awesome that you got your new laptop! Would love to see your Vlogs, how about you talk about your sport activities, I know you do some very cool stuff! <3
userno1:
Do you play any musical instruments? What's the one thing in life you want to do that you haven't gotten around to? What are the best and worst things about living in Las Vegas? Have you ever jumped off the Stratosphere?(Lol.) Do you have any trademark catchphrases?

Sorry i haven't been on here posting. I'd love to post some new nekki selfies but my body has broken out in horrible looking, and extremely, itchy rashes..... and I'm a little iffy about them. So till then. Here's me in a pizza suit :)

Later days and hoping everyone has had a great start of the new year!


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btflday777:
Happy New Year to you too! It's absolutely perfect to send good wishes before the end of January :) Love your pizza suit, makes me hungry! Can I take a bite ;) Sorry about your rash, hope it will heal soon and it won't bother you anymore. <3
punkfan:
Best looking pizza I have ever seen 
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Happy holidays everyone! Hope everyone got everything that they wanted or, for those that worked, made some monies honeys! I'm here in Jersey enjoying the slightly less cold weather of the east coast and spending time with my father dearest and his wife. In a few days I'll be off to Connecticut to spend the rest of my trip and new years eve...
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btflday777:
Happy holidays to you too! Enjoy the time with your family! <3
punkfan:
Happy holidays sweetie!
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Last night i went to see atreyu and falling in reverse for the first time at the house of blues and they were amazing!

The singer from atreyu, alex, jumped into the crowd and sang with everyone. It was amazing !!!!!

I met some cool people and moshed all night. Such a great night.... i found a few bruises and a cut on my lip this
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btflday777:
Glad you had so much fun!
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My laptop is total dicks right now. I've tried multiple different solutions on to fix my current problem: ALL OF THEM DIDN'T WORK. -silent frustrated scream- For some reason, my laptop doesn't like connecting to the internet even though it connects fine with the wireless network. I keep getting 'unidentified network' but connects perfectly fine with my cellphone hotspot. What the deuce...
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btflday777:
Some more answers, hope this one will do the trick: http://answers.microsoft.com/en-us/windows/forum/windows_7-networking/network-connection-shows-that-it-is-connected-but/52e60042-2666-4eaf-80be-193b26db10be?auth=1
deliriumgrey:
I'm actually out of town for a week. But when i get home, I'll check these solutions out and I'll let you know if they hopefully work.
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I'm not a technically savvy. I may dabble in it but technology is still quite foreign to me.... i still have issues with my phone and I've had a smart phone for years! Anyways, the laptop i have now is getting quite janky and run down. Despite doing the usual stuff you do to laptops when they start running down, mine is still...
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deliriumgrey:
@btflday777 that actually helps a lot! Thank you so much! I got till January to shop around for a laptop. On the wirecutter.com site they recommended a Toshiba. 
btflday777:
Toshiba is a good value brand, lots of students get it, but not without its issues in the past. I didn't own a Toshiba for many years, so I can only repeat anecdotes from others. If I can mention two brands that I like and have owned would be Dell and HP. My two last personal laptops have been Lenovo, but that's because I prefer a more business oriented laptop. Lenovo is a bit expensive, but to me they are worth it. At work we have Dell for the last 15 years, they are very reliable and well performing. Typically you want to set a budget that you want to spend and compare several brands and decide which one gives you the best value for your needs. Build a spreadsheet and take time to compare, it will pay off. There are other sites as well that give you good advice like cnet.com Please ask any specific questions you may have, I'm always happy to give my opinion. If you have time til Jnauary, that's great, since prices will fall after the holidays.
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I have this weird thing that i do whenever i want to travel somewhere i never been to: i must have a reason to be there. Even though the reason 'to site see' seems like a legitimate reason to travel it doesn't satisfy me. So, for a while, i been dying to visit portland. I've told many people that i love being outside
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btflday777:
How awesome that you will compete at Rugged Maniac, you are a tough and "bad ass" lady :) Hope you can meet up with many SG locals in Portland!
deliriumgrey:
Me too! I'm so excited! I got to look up some good breweries to visit when i get there