Saturday Apr 06, 2013

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You should all be running.



tangerine:

amazing movie !! and song of course ! love
kisskisskiss

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Friday Apr 05, 2013

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And I looked, and behold a pale horse: and his name that sat on him was Death, and Hell followed with him. And power was given unto them over the fourth part of the earth, to kill with sword, and with hunger, and with death, and with the beasts of the earth.

You should all be running.

Wednesday Apr 03, 2013

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I love this. I got called out for having attitude. I get called out when I am sad. Except for two of my "friends" I've never met a damn one of you in real life. So frannkly if you want to delete me from your friends....go right the fuck ahead. I've not lost a damn thing. Typical behavior by the in crowd...
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cyranodb:

Yurii, i have been thinking about what you said and you are right. I owe all of you an apology and i am sorty about my actions and what i said. I do not think i will return to sg anyway. I feel my anger and frustration are atsuch a level it is best i stay away. I hope everyone, especially you, can forgive my behavior but i understand if you dont. I still wish the best for you.

Michael Ciaravino

princesstinyfeet:

Thank you, Cy. I'm glad our inbox discussion did not fall on deaf ears. Whether you stay in sg or not I wish you good luck in working on your issues. I hope that you do. The only person who can make you happy is you. Cliche sounding...but its true. No one else is responsible for your happiness. And true beauty is on the inside.
Take care.

Monday Apr 01, 2013

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I woke up this morning with the worst attitude. It's all frustration and anger. Anger at myself and anger at the world. I hate myself so much that I want to lash out and cause people pain. Then I feel so completely unmotivated to move at all. I just want to go home and go back to bed and stay there and not be...
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laceyk:

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That is horrible news.
But you are self-aware and that is amazing.
I have had days where I just know I can't be near other people.

rhody_:

I'm sorry you feel this way :/ Feel free to send me a message if you would like to talk or vent

Wednesday Mar 13, 2013

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All my life it always seems I say or do the wrong thing and make people mad at me. I am starting to hate the internet because it just makes people nothing and they can just ignore you or make fun of you or delete you and not care how it makes you feel.
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cyranodb:

Then think mostly of the good friends you've made and don't worry so much about the bad ones i guess. i don't think I have made so much friends so I think I will let my membership expire.

tattooedbuddhist:

Thank you for your kind welcome in the Virgin group.

Sunday Mar 03, 2013

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I dont understand. If I asked you if you are interested in meeting at the mexican bar and grill for dinner and you say you are staying away from the bar scene for a while, why would you post on your facebook page an hour later that you are at a different bar. I would much rather you be honest and say you aren't...
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kaikai:

Sometimes it's hard to tell the truth knowing you might hurt someone you care about in doing so. it often seems like a better idea to tell a little white lie that one things they'll never find out about.

Don't take this too much to heart, sometimes decisions like this are hard to make and afterall we're all human. Tell your friend it upset you but don't hold a grudge.

cyranodb:

I don't believe that's her intent. I wasn't even asking for me because I know she doesn't like me but I was asking for my friend. But to say you dont want to go to a bar and then post on the world that you are at a different bar is a stupid way to like. To me it was obvious that she just didn't want to be around me. I don't blame her because I know I am ugly and girls dont like me in that way but it doesn't mean I can be made a fool like that. She is not my friend so i don't care but I don't like it.

Wednesday Feb 06, 2013

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i am feeling very angry, very depressed, very sad, very jealous, very frustrated, leading me back to anger and starting all over again.
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cyranodb:

This is something I've been dealing with since I've been a teen-ager. Nothing seems to help, though I thank you for your kindness.

helly:

^that sounds like the ride which is my life. I can't wait to be back in my support group <3 <3 <3 holla if you need an ear, I am not around all the time no but I will get back to you when I can, I can inbox you my mobile number if you want.

Friday Feb 01, 2013

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So I guess I'm not one of the pretty ones. I'm not one of the cool ones. I'm not one of the young and hip ones. So I don't deserve to be acknowledged. I guess I'm just an old fucking creeper for even being on this site to begin with.
atari:

Don't be silly, not everyone thinks that about people smile

cyranodb:

Enough of them seem to think about me this way. Or it seems to at least. I know I'm old and ugly but does that mean I should be ignored as well?? My membership will be up on May 16th. I'll be leaving then and then they'll be rid of me.