8spiders

sitting for five hours was an interesting experience. it's not so much the intensity of the pain, because i've had worse, but it was the length at which it lasted.

i think i understand now why people crack under torture.

around the last half-hour i began to think. think that if this were in some kind of life-or-death situation, would i buckle under the pressure and sell out my friends or my ideals? would i sacrifice everything for a moment of peace?

i still don't think so... but i can't help but wonder a little.