wow... i dunno what to say... except that i'm sorry i wasn't around last night to talk to you. it makes me sad to know that you're sad, but i can tell you that are you aren't alone with your feelings.
i miss being in a relationship too - i miss coming home to someone, or waiting for them to come home, i miss cooking for someone, i miss grocery shopping with another person. it sucks when there's no one there to get me a roll of toilet paper when there's no more in the bathroom. there's no one to get me water and advil when i'm hungover in bed. when i'm typing a paper last minute and i run out of ink for the printer, i'm the one who has to run to staples. i miss surprising someone with stupid stuff like their favorite dessert or beer or candy when they get home from work.
i like things that come with a relationship, stuff that doesn't happen, or you don't even care to have happen, when you're just fucking around with someone.
i miss being in a relationship too - i miss coming home to someone, or waiting for them to come home, i miss cooking for someone, i miss grocery shopping with another person. it sucks when there's no one there to get me a roll of toilet paper when there's no more in the bathroom. there's no one to get me water and advil when i'm hungover in bed. when i'm typing a paper last minute and i run out of ink for the printer, i'm the one who has to run to staples. i miss surprising someone with stupid stuff like their favorite dessert or beer or candy when they get home from work.
i like things that come with a relationship, stuff that doesn't happen, or you don't even care to have happen, when you're just fucking around with someone.
you don't sound like a loser. promise.
<3
xoxo