i know the feeling, haha. and don't be jealous of married people! they don't have it so great... it's not always happy, take it from me. i just signed my divorce papers, haha.
i hear ya, i'm pretty much there, too... except the last time i was happy in my marriage was quite some time ago. still, i know where ur comin from. starting over is a pain in the ass, always...
yeahhhs... i tend to just jump back into things whether i'm ready or not, haha, i'm good like that. always causing trouble, for myself anyways. yeah, it's difficult no matter how u look at it...