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starry:
I dunno if it's the same for you, but I also miss the "old me" before my illness took away not only my health, but also took a toll on my appearance. I miss being fit as hell, having great skin, and not being scarred up. I miss powerlifting, competitively cheerleading, and being able to walk for ten minutes without vomiting/getting super dizzy. I'm sure your illness probably frustrates you in that way too, and if it does, I really feel you. But honestly, I think you're beautiful, and although it might sound silly- you're a kind person who speaks their mind and you're so fucking strong, and so I think that shines through more than anything. To me, you are a truly beautiful person. I know I sound idealistic and naive, but that's truly how I feel. I think that you have a beautiful soul, but you're still physically lovely even if I only see what you want people to see when you post on social media. But yeah- I wanted to send some love your way because life is fucking hard for us sick humans, and I just feel like you truly do deserve happiness and to be healthy. Also adding to all this, I feel the same about the holidays lol. Fuck it, it's depressing. I don't have family to celebrate with, so I always get really depressed too. But I'm sending you so much love!! Please keep being the warrior you are. I truly hope this helps even the tiniest sliver babe. <3 If you ever need anything, please let me know!
collapse_of_cognition:
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