anais

Feeling a bit ill and tired of Portland. It will pass and I am sure the nice weather will help. Taxes done. Spring cleaning of my impulses just beginning. Desire to hide almost at full capacity.
The Placebo live DVD I pre-ordered has been delayed. It will be nice since I'll forget about it and then it will appear one day.
*Anais

I'm back. San Fran was beautiful. My sleep scheduale is all messed up since I only slept 4 hrs a night there and woke up when I usually go to bed and now am up all night once again. I'm in quite an obscure mood and I can't put my finger on just how I feel. Almost depressed, it's looming, but allright somewhat. I don't...
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Allos,
Decided to update over my lil' 'I feel overhwlmed' entry. A bit buzzed after a long shift and in a good mood. I'll be late onrent again but my apartment is clean and I am going to see my mum in San Fran on Monday. I work tonight until 4am and have to leave on a flight at 9am. I've never been to San...
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I feel overwhelmed

I can't seem to speak with my mouth today, or just don't want to put in the effort. I have quite a lot floating around in my head but would rather just rest and feel silence. I am itching to travel again. I'll be going to San Fran on Monday for the first time. Now instead of hiding from my pile of backfiled responsabilities I...
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Allo,
I accidentallly made up for not drinking on my birthday tonight. Trying to sober up at the mement because I don't feel like being buzzed. I forgot how potent the drink I made up is. It is called a Lemon Spike. Bacardi Limon, grapefruit, aand squirt. Garnish with a lemon . I did get to see Jolene after an 8 1/2 hr shift so...
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Allo,
It's my birthday. I had a lovely evening and was quite smart about not getting trashed. Now I won't sleep through my b'day with a nasty hangover. I have a lot to do and many different things swimming about in my mind but I am taking the day off and relaxing.
Selfish day, so nice.
*Anais

Why are people such scum. A few weeks ago I had my check stolen at work. It was signed because I was going to go to the bank on my break between shifts and didn't have enough time. I put it in my managers desk for safe keeping during the show. It wasn't there when I went to get it. No one believed me that...
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The moment anyone coughs near me my immune system packs it's bags and goes on a holiday. I have too much work piling up to be sick again, growl.

I was just getting off shift at work when the power went out. Tonight is a special 80's cock rock night dj'd by Davey Dangler and a live band, Bad Juju. People began arriving so I bartended in the dark for a bit and then decided to run home to use the restroom since I have light. Now back to see what the rest of...
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I feel somewhat refreshed. Sometimes recognizing a point where it is time to be honest and speak your mind relieves so many hidden stresses and simply ends up feeling a bit better about built up situations. I enjoy the moments where I feel comfortable enough to speak my mind honestly and have a reasonable amount of confidence about my beliefs without being pigheaded and obnoxioes....
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Allo,
I enjoy sleeping in late on my days off to cast away the lazies before my work week. The only time I regret this is when I look outside and realize I have missed a beautiful day. I am excited that spring is coming, it makes me feel allright about living in Portland. I have had a nasty case of the winter blues this...
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