I am really grooving on the Gulf of Mexico, i mean this is intense. It feels like a balm for my perpetually anxious and unpleasant mind which hates me and wants me dead. The sand is so fine and powdery white. There are clouds but they have character and give the sky some panache. Clouds are like cowboy hats for the sky, they add personality...
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sassafrass:
Pretty lady ❤️
dollar89:
Looking good! Keep smiling😀

Florida 2017 and i am not sure who i am. The neighbors are listening to music. I am smoking a cigarette because why not. I dont really smoke anymore but i also do what i want. I am staying with mark who is one of the brilliant ones. The stars here. Magnificent. The moon is large and full and glowing smartly at me. I saw...
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Scared. Weird. Nothing, really. I stopped feeling things back in, oh, maybe 2010.

Now i am sort of a total wreck and do you know how much it hurts to just keep breathing? Christ, i never signed up for this shit. And now here i am. This is my life, i am lost lost lost. thank you for stopping by, next time you have a...
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legman:
hugs!!
zombette:
Taka ver ver much
read it in a pirate voice.

The bartender looks up and say, "Oh my god, you're a mess! What happened to you?"

The pirate says, "ARRRR, 'twas a stormy sea, and a giant wave - washed me overboard! And as me mateys were hauling me back, a shark leapt outta the water - bit off me leg!"

The bartender says, "Okay, that explains the...
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clumzydragon:
thank you this made my day <3
lembow:
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Perhaps I'm old and tired, he continued, but i always think that the chances of finding out what really is going on are so absurdly remote that the only thing to do is to say hang the sense of it and just keep yourself occupied.
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zombette:
Right back atcha
stillpipin:
Fleeing to Fla from where??? Tell me it isn't from the PNW!!! I wish you all the very best but to know you had been here all the while and I never came across you!!!
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Rehab was necessary. I needed to shake the spiders off and meet those broken people who i fell in love with a little bit. But now i have this fucking hole inside me the size of God and i am so afraid. I am afraid i am losing mind. No but i really mean it this time. Friday the 13th. I am flying away to...
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clumzydragon:
I may not know you or know about your life where you been, what you done , and what you have seen but I do know that I to am afraid. I am afraid to lose my mind also, afraid that I well lose the friends that I have made this year the first friends I have ever had, and afraid that I well never change into the person I want to be. But I well never stop trying to be who I want to be need to be so I can get better and you shouldn't ether. Telling from what you wrote it looks like you to are trying to change something in your life to and you can do this <3 . Again I may not know you but I would like to and I would like to see you get better to not be controlled by something or someone. If you ever feel like you need to let something off your chest then I well listen and not judge you in tell you fine someone that can help you out better then I.  Sorry for this being so long and for all the errors and if this was way out of line to you I am just doing what I would do for me if I was in your shoes.
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Its been too long. And sadly, i am having a nervous breakdown. On the other hand, i am blessed to have a fairy godfather who mailed me money for a plane ticket to florida. So. In a couple of weeks, i am going to florida. Why not? I have no responsibilities, no kids, no job, no loves, nothing to keep me here, i am alone...
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clayman:
I've had similar panic if you wanna talk
userno1:
 I have nothing to add but this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=praFGD51ih8  Have a good day!
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hmm. so many things have changed. and nothing at all has changed. pretty uninspiring, eh?? i've been having very bad panic attacks. i've had them before, but nothing; NOTHING like these. i ended up in the ER 3 times last week alone, my doctor and my other doctor (i have many doctors; but not as many as when i needed... er... more pain...
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vivid:
Whoa, hey there stranger! You coming back around here again?
hurtenstein:
I hope so.
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tonight. 630pm. trent reznor. dave navarro. nine inch nails. jane's addiction. *prays* dear Jesus don't let me pass out or throw up or anything else indecent. must be calm. CALM.
this isn't working.
anybody have any xanax they can throw at me real fast??? biggrin
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code_name_ozz:
You have the most captivating eyes. Breathtaking.
ohdang:
Happy Birthday!!