On the bright side to everything falling apart means one (me) is in the unique position of being able to rebuild precisely how I want. Fitting as I'm currently in the process of renovating a house, and I just sold my car and am spec-ing out a new one, I feel like I'm literally and figuratively spec-ing out my whole life. I just...
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madmaxthehatter:
Well I'm glad your rebuilding but I understand it can be frustrating. And I never enjoy buying a car.... Great shot as well.

Why do you always tend to be terrible? Don't get me wrong, it doesn't have a thing to do with Valentine's Day, but for whatever reason, Feb. has historically been a month I could well do without. It's too bad, I actually like the sentiment of Valentine's Day. More importantly , Lupercalia, the pagan Feb. holiday. Less about "love" and more...
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hectorian:
Wow, this sounds like the story of my life....we need to be friends :)

There are times when I wish I believed in a god, higher power, or what have you. So I can just give up and put it all in someone else's lap. So that giving up didn't feel like I'm giving up on myself and the things that I so intensely believed in. So that I didn't harbor self hate because I...
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ferkixlll:
To quote Michael Valentine Smith: "Thou Art God". To believe in ones self is harder than believing in any other deity.  
hectorian:
Does this god get to choose what types of cookies and pies? Life would be so easy this way. Will you be my goddess?

So hard to swallow but I do it in hopes that things get better. I'm so tired though. Beat down and wonder when I'll find the right Rx to make this all stop.

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71.

71 Pages of blog entries over the last 10+ years of being here. While it may not be as many as some, it's quite a lot for me. It's amazing, and slightly terrifying, to have that out in the world for me (or anyone else) to access whenever I want. I've always been the type to cling to things though. Old...
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I watched an Anise Swallowtail butterfly die today and it broke my heart more than it should've.
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moparhyde:
Oops posted twicewink
vivianevog:
awwww... hugs xxx
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For those that knew him, and all of his awesomeness, PainAngel has left this world.

His warmth, laughter, and hugs will be missed.

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letigre:
Sorry for your loss. RIP.
datsun:
Oh, no. I didn't realize. I really liked him. I'm so sorry for your loss. Everyone's loss, really. frown
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I can't believe I already have to figure out my Halloween costumes for this year.

Damn, time went quick.

Kisses kiss
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chamuko:
tru dat
aeon66:
So what did you end up as? I got dressed up as a Vampire and went to a party that was being hosted by the dance studio where I'm taking dancing lessons. biggrin
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My birthday is in a couple weeks. Day after Thanksgiving. Buy my love: wishlist


I just got back from vacation. Went to NY for a few days to visit the family, then went down to Orlando for the first time. We did all the Disney parks, except for Hollywood Studios, and also went to Universals Island of Adventure. The world of Harry Potter is AWESOME...
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timmy:
Our birthdays are both coming up, stupid Black Friday.

I might be doing the Wizarding World and Deathly Hallows in Orlando that week while I visit my mom down there.
aeon66:
Hi Noelani,

I use to be on the SG site known as spacecadet66 but got bored with it so I left. Well I'm back now giving it another try. I met you and your boyfriend a while back. I attended the surprise birthday party you had for him in 2006. Well I've put up a new profile and go by AEON66 now.

Oh yeah my birthday is Nov. 30. biggrin
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i want a neck tattoo. Something pretty.

Thoughts?
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pete100:
A tattoo down on side of your nexk going down to your shoulder would look fantastic.
sevenlea:
totally been thinking the same thing since i fell in love with gogo on here. do it, def something soft and pretty. i have teeny little stars down the side of my neck and i LOVE them been wanting to add something bigger for a while.