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Another year older. Sometimes, I look back and am amazed at what I've managed to accomplish. Other times, I feel stuck, like I'm waiting for life to start. But, I take a deep breath and realize, I'm doing ok. Getting your heart stomped on two days before your birthday: not recommended. But I've lived through it before.


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padre:
I do want to say happy birthday, I've been a friend and follower for quite some time. And I want to send some good vibes your way
littlejohn22:
love that quote from Rumi, so good. happy birth anniversary

Wow, it has been a while hasn't it?

It would be impossible to update all of the in-between, but I'll summarize:

-been to hell and back and never been happier or more secure in who I am

-still sober, which is why I'm still alive

-I take a lot less shit these days

-single, but really okay with it (I do have...
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padre:
Oh my, she's a teen now? Has it been that long haha. Congrats to you. I'm not digging my 30's as much. But I have 5 more years to make the best of it. Glad to see you still around. Never be a stranger 
zgrat:
The site just keeps sucking us back in. Good to hear things are going well 😄
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You know what pisses me off? You see it all over the media: that person is an addict/alcoholic: therefore, that person doesn't deserve the same medical treatment anyone else would get. As a recovering alcoholic and single mother, I say that is bullshit. It is a disease. I am lucky to have realized my disease before I did too much damage to my
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kryon:
Congrats on the 5 months ! Keep it up. Sending my good vibes <3 x 
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A friend was killed last night in a car accident, leaving 2 daughters fatherless and so many people heartbroken. I heard the sirens for hours last night and found out this morning. 33 is too young to die.

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oddly_charming:
So sorry for your loss :( I've lost several friends too young as well.
willow45:
I'm so sorry for your loss. Devastating. So young. Sending you positive energy. 
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I'm old enough for the Geezers group! Dirty 30 has it's perks. Swear I found a wrinkle the day after my birthday that wasn't there the day before my birthday...
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padre:
Welcome to geezers, they have rather enjoyable treads haha
southpawd:
happy belated birthday darlin'!!
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Cannot stop coughing today. This must be getting old...
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abjabber:
frown *hugs* lovekiss
mkayal:
green tea with honey if it helps any
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Woot! I am back online! So nice. Had my big 3-0 yesterday, spent it with some great friends including a particularly yummy boy I'm liking more the more I get to know him. Cross your fingers for me!
Hope everyone is well. I've missed you guys!!!
xoxo
Jamila
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ron4164:
Happy birthday...a day late! biggrin
dcruz:
Happy birthday and welcome to the 30s, I just got there a couple of weeks myself! It ain't all that bad so far!
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Second friend in the past two years lost to a heroin OD. It's a sad day. Both awesome people, both set on their path to addiction in different but irrevocable ways. Rest in Peace C and C. I'm sad for all that could have been.
<3
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missymalice:
*hugs* sending you good thoughts.
southpawd:
my condolences... frown
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padre:
I have told hold up on my spending right now. I'd be more than happy to get this goal for you

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