SO I hope everyone had a really Happy New Years!
New Years Eve was okay but after work I got home and I was really tired. Soo sorry no running around naked but hey there were fireworks!
On New Years day, one of my good freinds was nice enough to take me out to eat at a place in Norfolk, a really nice place.
Well....
We were stuck in Traffic for an hour and 1/2. There was an accident in the tunnel.
New Years Eve was okay but after work I got home and I was really tired. Soo sorry no running around naked but hey there were fireworks!
On New Years day, one of my good freinds was nice enough to take me out to eat at a place in Norfolk, a really nice place.
Well....
We were stuck in Traffic for an hour and 1/2. There was an accident in the tunnel.
Then yesterday we took a trip to the Virginia Marine Science Museum. I have been there sooo many times but I love going. We watched a shark IMAX video in 3d which was kewl. Accept the glasses made me feel cross eyed.
They had a whole exbit on CRIME SCENES and BUGS. Which was kewl
So how did your New Years weekend go?
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the way you described your introvertedness, that's exactly how I see myself. I like a good balance of alone time, hanging at home watching movies, talking, cooking, and going out to do things. That's what I am looking for, my perfect counterpart. Maybe she likes to do all of this in a completely different way than I do, but in a way that compliments my way and makes it more enjoyable for both of us.
Pam and I didn't happen. I had a moment, a clearly defined "x marks the spot" moment where I could have gone down that path, but I chose not to do it. I was regretting it for a while, but now I think it was for the best.
My Jennifer-ex called me today to somewhat lean on my shoulder and to tell me how happy she is with her new man. Damn. Good for her. I am human. I seek companionship. I just want to remember that I am involved in this too. I can't just through myself into someone else's world and become what they want for me to be. I can't sacrafice myself like that anymore. For two years I understudied as playing the guy who wanted to be Jennifer's boyfriend, they I got bumped up to the lead starring as the guy who was jennifer's boyfriend for four years. That's a long time to committ to a role that I wasn't meant for. In the end, I just didn't give a believable performance. In my role as supporting player to her life, I helped her character realize that she wanted to be with someone that loved themselves and life as much as I was teaching her to love herself and her life. Hard for a guy who's whole part is centered around being a supporting actor/boyfriend not on living life the way he secretly desires. So now I am working on writing a part for my life that is a bit more extravagent and lively. A guy that takes chances and loves himself first, not through egomaniacalism but through ensuring that his actions are what's best for him and the life he wishes to live. There is plenty of room for love of another in there. But she will be writing her own life, too. And our seperate lives will just fit perfectly together as long as they fit.
I am glad you had a good new years eve and day. It's good to spend time with friends doing fun stuff like the things you did. I went a different route, went introspective. It was a nice way of settle up old unclaimed baggage and charting new waters, airways, and interstellar spaces for exploration.
This year, I am going to be Me and love being me as much as possible. Fuck yeah!
It was the heat of the moment...
some one save me from these 80's songs!