Thursday Jun 20, 2013

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Hello World,

Today, the energy is starting to ease up, the negative energy that is.

I have started reading a book called "A Course in Miracles," which has a lot of insightful wisdom and good food for thought. Reading helps me feel, better. Not that there is anything wrong with me.

I am lacking friendship though, specifically female friendship. Spiritual friendship.

I think I need...
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melx:

Hope you find what you are looking for. smile

squee_:

Hope the negative en energy has continued to lessen.

Tuesday Jun 18, 2013

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I am feeling completely empty. Life has become rather redundant and unimportant. Have become quite sick of the seize the day bullshit that I see everyday. Choose your thoughts they say, choose your destiny they say.

With all of this emptiness and sadness that I am experiencing, I still have found time to lift weights and do morning cardio. I have been emotionally eating, but...
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sane69:

Know the feeling of being empty. Keep your head up smile

catdad:

Thanks. Hang in there. Staying active is great. My mom's depression keeps her in bed sleeping or watching TV more than anything.

Wednesday Sep 12, 2012

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Okay- big changes in life happening right now. Big changes.

We finally moved into our new house and things were great- but I had reached my limit with my employer and had to give them the big heave hoe. They ASK for one month of notice. What is that? I gave it to them, because I am their bitch and have been since day one...
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thejuanupsman:

I recently made a similar change. With the same sense of anxiety at first. It quickly passed as I realized how toxic the place had become. Hope the change turned out well for you.

bias:

Just don't punch any children - that's not cool wink You probably don't remember me...

Friday Aug 03, 2012

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Whew, okay....so things are a-changing around here.... which I am starting to become okay with.

I have decided that right now is not the right time for me to competing in a show. I have a plethora of excuses, I can come up with about fifty right off the bat. However, it comes down to plain and simple: it is not a priority to...
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yaridovich:

I know exactly how you feel about friendships and how sometimes it's hard to let some things go from your life.

Anyway, good to know you're moving to a new place, sometimes a big change in our lives is the best thing that can come to us. smile

strega:

Hope things are going well in the new place. smile

Monday Jul 30, 2012

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A Prayer:

I do not understand men, I do not understand why they do what they do and sometimes if they have any feelings whatsoever (this is not including my husband)... but I would like to send some energy into the universe as a prayer for a friend of mine.

I know I am not the best friend anyone could ever have. I am unavailable...
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ron4164:

Hope someone finds your friend. smile

hattermad:

Kelly is lucky to have a friend like you.

- HM

Friday Jul 27, 2012

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The weeeeeeeeeeeeeeekend is finally here and I am crabby as fuck.

Will update once the gym workout is done..........
ron4164:

Crabby weekend? biggrin

Wednesday Jul 25, 2012

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Just kinda browsing through my facebook and stumbled across a friend that got me to thinking...it was about a year ago three of us friends went to the dance club. One of the clubs down South where there used to be a dress code and women weren't allowed to wear sweat...well, pretty much anything into the club.

I was going through some...
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Tuesday Jul 24, 2012

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Today reminds me of that song by Ice Cube... It was a good day!

I had a great and productive day at work, a great and productive day at the gym, cleaned the kitchen, boiled chicken and eggs and now relaxing till the husband gets home...

Oh and listened to a little Disney music....Yep....certainly did.

My shoulders are starting to cap more, but...
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shema:

And I bet you didn't even have to use your AK either, did you?

Monday Jul 23, 2012

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Dear Universe,

Why am I so flakey?! Is it really hard to make friends after highschool? Someone that won't get pissed off if you have a full time job, a husband, a hobbie and no time to be hanging out anywhere that has junk food because I can't eat it and it just makes me sad being around it? No, well fuck it...
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legman:

"and realize that the Little Mermaid is on"

lol!tonguetongue

anishka:

Thank you very much! It reaffirms what I was taught since the age of two! smile By my mother of course...

Saturday Jul 21, 2012

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Dear Universe,

Why does it take my husband longer to get ready and out the door than it does myself? Does this not defy the stereotype? Seriously...put some pants on.

Just finished out two weeks on the diet and have lost probably about 3 pounds, but still looking leaner each day, so I hope the fact that I have not lost much more is...
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strega:

I had a boyfriend like that once. Drove me nuts. I'm much more used to guys who don't even start getting ready until I think I am ready to head out the door and they are still ready before me because it turns out I forgot something. confused

legman:

lol!tongue