I have schizoaffective so I have voices that constantly bother me about things, things I don't even understand why I am associated with. But nonetheless I feel the need to post publically just to clarify that these are facts in my life:
- The only drug I would consider using currently is cannabis, which is legal where I live (Canada!)
- I do not drink alcohol
- I do not use nicotine
- I do not intend to ever kiss/date/be close to another nicotine user
- I have been celibate for 10 months currently, which isn't anything new to me. I do not intend to break my celibacy 'for just anyone'. It makes me a strong person.
- I have been celibate in my life many times before. I became sexually active at 16, but was celibate from 23-28, 31-35 and now 36 to present. It feels way better to be celibate than experience the drama of unsuitable partners.
- I have been single since I was 23. I have only had 2 romantic relationships in my life, one 6+ years, the other about 9 months.
- I do not work in the sex industry. I am not a sex worker. I tried to be a camgirl once at the encouragement of an exboyfriend, but it didn't last long. I definitely do not perform sexual acts for money.
- If any of my past partners have filmed me I did not give any consent. I just want that to be clear.
- The voices try to offer me diamond rings in hand for marriage...I laugh, a real potential marriage partner would know what I'm into and it's not diamond rings. I'm not that keen to get married. (honesty, long term friendship, chemistry, sexual compatibility for starters are REQUIRED)
So anyway, that's just some important facts about me. If this offends you, it shouldn't. The way I choose to live my life isn't the way you need to choose to live yours. Do what makes yourself happy. These are just ways I keep myself in alignment with my highest vibrations.