oops. didn't get the job. that's OK because I get the weird feeling (and I promise I'm not being narcissistic -- my boyfriend always tells me I don't give myself enough credit, therapist said the same thing...) that I might've been intimidating. they kept telling me that my stuff was too good and that i'd be unhappy and that i was overqualified. they felt my design sense was too strong, which i find to be bullshit since i can't get full on sr. designer positions anywhere.
but that's ok. it was at a prop house doing archival work and food labels and stuff like that (which i think is awesome). but hey, i applied to SG graphics and we'll see I guess.
it's weird, i spend most of the time that i'm not at my job looking for a new job. it's so mentally... nothing... that i am just antsy to move to something where i'll be thinking and doing and moving. i want to be presented with something i don't know how to do, so i can figure it out. i like figuring shit out.
but that's ok. it was at a prop house doing archival work and food labels and stuff like that (which i think is awesome). but hey, i applied to SG graphics and we'll see I guess.
it's weird, i spend most of the time that i'm not at my job looking for a new job. it's so mentally... nothing... that i am just antsy to move to something where i'll be thinking and doing and moving. i want to be presented with something i don't know how to do, so i can figure it out. i like figuring shit out.
BUT
So am I
I think thats why I've always enjoyed your journals and comments
You always seem to "get it"
As far as I can gather you are a very capable, intelligent, creative, and adaptive mind.
No matter what you do you'll be good at. You just might never measure up to yourself.
But perhaps I over speak.
.............
Hollow. Empty.
Good luck!
I guess its more of a lil motivator for myself to try to figure this whole life shit out. Maybe I never will but at least I will say I tried. And sometimes that itself can be the answer.
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