I rarely post here...I don't know why.
This new year has brought a bunch of different feelings, different goals. I miss my girl termendiously, spending New Years with her was amazing but I've spent everyday since then missing her kisses, her touch, her embrace at night. Hopefully she's coming down here to Bmore for the first time in about 2 weeks or a bit more. I'm excited to show her where I grew up now that she got the chance to show me around Brooklyn.
I got accepted and am working on the process now to become a hopeful on the site. Getting accepted would mean finally achieving something I've wanted to do since I first saw a picture of a suicide girl. I was 15 and it was Quinne, who to this day is still my favorite girl on the site. I remember seeing her picture and thinking how gorgeous she was. Her tattoos, piercings and dreads. I wanted to be her, and now I'm hoping to become a girl that maybe some young girl who feels left out of the norm because her views and interests differ a bit more can look to and think "I wanna do that, I want to be sexy and confident like her".
Anyways. My goal for 2010 is to stay thin and fit, eat healthy and maybe go vegetarian. At least to be able to participate in a 5K run by the end of the year. Get a place, get my girl down here with her and start a life. Maybe start saving towards my piercing apprenticeship. I wish I could volunteer and go to Haiti but I don't think I'm in the position to right now. One time soon I'll spend some of my year helping others, I'd like that.
This new year has brought a bunch of different feelings, different goals. I miss my girl termendiously, spending New Years with her was amazing but I've spent everyday since then missing her kisses, her touch, her embrace at night. Hopefully she's coming down here to Bmore for the first time in about 2 weeks or a bit more. I'm excited to show her where I grew up now that she got the chance to show me around Brooklyn.
I got accepted and am working on the process now to become a hopeful on the site. Getting accepted would mean finally achieving something I've wanted to do since I first saw a picture of a suicide girl. I was 15 and it was Quinne, who to this day is still my favorite girl on the site. I remember seeing her picture and thinking how gorgeous she was. Her tattoos, piercings and dreads. I wanted to be her, and now I'm hoping to become a girl that maybe some young girl who feels left out of the norm because her views and interests differ a bit more can look to and think "I wanna do that, I want to be sexy and confident like her".
Anyways. My goal for 2010 is to stay thin and fit, eat healthy and maybe go vegetarian. At least to be able to participate in a 5K run by the end of the year. Get a place, get my girl down here with her and start a life. Maybe start saving towards my piercing apprenticeship. I wish I could volunteer and go to Haiti but I don't think I'm in the position to right now. One time soon I'll spend some of my year helping others, I'd like that.
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