wormwoodstar

I have so many friends now.

NOTHING BUT THE FACTS:

#1. A congenial handshake
#2. Holding back words and I'll be a friend. I miss you, but I don't.
#3. Saturday. You and me. You brought it up. Not what I'd expected. A nice surprise, inviting yourself over.

Also got an email of "let's us watch some movies" from someone new. More social opportunites than...
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I changed my name.

Here are the words you hoped for:

#1. The business details.
#2. I took a step toward, but maybe now a step back? I might.
#2. Your boyfriend is retarded. This goes for everyone. But mainly:
#2. Your boyfriend is retarded.
#3. Play it cool on the telephone. Expect the 'big blowoff'. Or at least, not to be surprised by such....
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WORDS

#1. Staying quiet. #1 I guess disappearing okay.
#2. Still no words. Haven't found words. The more this is thought on, the more this is alright. Distance is acceptable.
#3. Hello in evening and artwork=doings. Nothing. 2:30 AM floor-sleepings bring about 'that look' and no sleep at all but cutest of hand-holdings and nuzzlings. Daybreak and this ceases. Pefect and maddening.

IN REFLECTION

#1....
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*UPDATE*

You've all been waiting to hear:

#1. "Quiet time" I agree
#2 - not unlike a perfumed 'dear John" letter with lipstick prints. A lusty, scintillating apology.
#3 - a call, stammering and... nervous? No! (No?)
#3 - Called. Easy goings. "Saturday Okay" with safety in group excuse. Secret admission of saving messages.

#3 - I am on to you. But I'll pretend that...
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#1 - Quiet time. Write to say "no more writing."

#2 - Call to ask "quiet time?". Call to ask "No more writing?"

#3 - My not calling 'quite yet'. Driving me mad. But #3? Can't say.

#1 spoke of #2. #2 calls after #3 (#1 runs before #2 but after #3).

#3 more in 4 days? Don't know, I didn't call. Remember?

But writing...
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I'm new here.

Be gentle with me, darlings.