Ew. I am not happy right now. Scary chest pain for, like, a month now, among other things that are making me unhappy. Everyone says I'm not dying, but I don't believe them. All I want to do is lie around in bed because of this fucking uncomfortableness. Can't even see a doctor because the stupid insurance company hasn't sent me my papers... I'm not...
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I spent the evening with Kamikaze_Kid. He's terribly sweet. 
We're going to see Match Point tomorrow.
In unrelated news, I came home tonight to find my brother walking around with his hands to his backside. He said, very excitedly, "My ass is so muscular I can't believe it! You wanna feel it? I'm not even kidding!" "Hell no I don't wanna feel your ass!"...
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We're going to see Match Point tomorrow.
In unrelated news, I came home tonight to find my brother walking around with his hands to his backside. He said, very excitedly, "My ass is so muscular I can't believe it! You wanna feel it? I'm not even kidding!" "Hell no I don't wanna feel your ass!"...
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mrpicme:
HEY, I MISSED YOU ONLINE LAST NIGHT, CHECK OUT THIS IMAGE... THE IMAGE IS TOTALLY STAIONARY
mrpicme:
I thought you'd find this funny...
As much as I bitch about being here, this city is astounding when the sun comes out; I hardly recognize it.
Match Point is showing at Pacific Place and I wanna see it! Who wants to take me on a date?
Match Point is showing at Pacific Place and I wanna see it! Who wants to take me on a date?
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billyfivecrows:
Hottie? You made my day...thank ya!
Yeah, the thing about being sensitive to the energy of others is remembering that it isn't your energy; to be sensitive and sympathetic without absorbing it. It's easy to just let it flow away when it happens, and if you're called to do something to help, then you do to the best of your ability. If you ever find yourself not able to release what you feel, I can give you some transmutation exercises to get rid of it.
Hope your dinner goes well!
-c.
Yeah, the thing about being sensitive to the energy of others is remembering that it isn't your energy; to be sensitive and sympathetic without absorbing it. It's easy to just let it flow away when it happens, and if you're called to do something to help, then you do to the best of your ability. If you ever find yourself not able to release what you feel, I can give you some transmutation exercises to get rid of it.
Hope your dinner goes well!
-c.
strongmad:
Well, obviously I wouldn't eliminate you,, Q. 
A bunch of us are going to see Hell's Belles at Neumo's tomorrow night. Give me a buzz if you might want to come!
A bunch of us are going to see Hell's Belles at Neumo's tomorrow night. Give me a buzz if you might want to come!
A few days ago I learned that there is one person who understands how desperately I want to move back to California. His name is Rob and I work with him. As it happened, he was leaning over the desk doing paperwork when out of nowhere and without looking up, he said, "I really miss California." I looked at him, stunned. "You do?!?! Why? Tell...
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foreshadowboxer:
i miss cali. my puppy and best friend live out there and here i am in texas suffering the slurred words of rednecks and waffle waiters.
strongmad:
That's it, I'm leaving for Cali tomorrow. I can't stand the thought of a contest I didn't win.
I miss talking to you, missy. Let's have lunch or something soon, OK?
I miss talking to you, missy. Let's have lunch or something soon, OK?
I few days ago I learned that there is one person who understands how desperately I want to move back to California. His name is Rob and I work with him. He was leaning over the desk doing paperwork one day when out of nowhere and without looking, he said, "I really miss California." I looked at him, stunned, and said, "You do?!?! Why? Tell...
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God sent Elchanan to me some five or six years ago. This Orthodox Jewish boy from Santa Monica has been more to me than most, nudging me, always, toward truth and clarity; enriching my life in more ways than I can tell. I am better for knowing him. We'd not communicated for many months, but he was online tonight and he asked, as he always...
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jah:
Hi. You love Elchanan. I dig the Kerouac quote. Positivity rules.
jah:
GO SEAHAWKS!!!!
Things that I like about Seattle:
My neighbor, Sakinah, is so super cool. I couldn't have asked for a better neighbor. I think that we'll be good friends for a long time. Her apartment is haunted, but mine is not. I have a nice view of St. James Cathedral. It lights up at night, pretty against the blackness of the sky. I love Caffe Ladro,...
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My neighbor, Sakinah, is so super cool. I couldn't have asked for a better neighbor. I think that we'll be good friends for a long time. Her apartment is haunted, but mine is not. I have a nice view of St. James Cathedral. It lights up at night, pretty against the blackness of the sky. I love Caffe Ladro,...
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"Personality as something with fixed attributes is an illusion." 
foreshadowboxer:
i'm back and loving the quote you just posted. from your last post it must be from durrell, right?
been busy, girl. work, yoga, work, friends, work, trying to find time to cook and read...never home! matters get worse since i now have family in town for the next four days. shouldn't be bad though.
need to get to austin to get a amp for my echo theremin, probaby do that today.
have you ever read any ken wilber?
been busy, girl. work, yoga, work, friends, work, trying to find time to cook and read...never home! matters get worse since i now have family in town for the next four days. shouldn't be bad though.
need to get to austin to get a amp for my echo theremin, probaby do that today.
have you ever read any ken wilber?
Something wonderful happened today. I was wandering around town, sort of killing time, having done this and that, but nothing much to speak of (except that I saw a woman on stilts with a sign on her back that read, "Everything is under control."). I happened to pass Tulio (the restaurant of my hotel) on my way home, and as I did, the bartender looked...
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strongmad:
I read it, some years ago. Maybe in college? I remember it as ... pretentious but interesting, like "Love In the Time of Cholera" kind of.
If you want REAL literature, check this out.
If you want REAL literature, check this out.
I update my pics folder more than my journal. More often than not, words fail me.
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whatmoonsongs:
Whhhat? What happened to IronJack? *Very, very confused 
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billyfivecrows:
Hm. "Psychic attachment" doesn't ring a bell.
How do you mean? Without meaning to pry, what's happening...what's the feeling.
Not neccesarily asking for details, but what's the framework of the condition...
How do you mean? Without meaning to pry, what's happening...what's the feeling.
Not neccesarily asking for details, but what's the framework of the condition...
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