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for those of you that missed it...i'm staying at SG. i'm addicted, i admit it. what can i say?

don't you love it when you have days when you feel pretty?

went on a hike this weekend at multnomah falls. it was so beautiful, but there were so many damn people there. i realized that there are so many languages that i can't recognize out...
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stickyrice:
I get excited when I order an old used/rare book and it arrives, wrapped in brown paper. Something's wrong with me. smile
tiamat:
my mouth was frozen 'cause i had to get fillings. my poor little teeth are so weak even when i used to drink 4 litres of milk every couple of days. they still hurt and it has been 4 days! frown
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good news everyone. i have decided to stay. i will find some way to scrounge up the money somehow. you all convinced me to stay. i love you guys. how could i ever possibly leave SG? i'm completely addicted. thank god for the internet.

today is my only day off this week. i've been working so much lately, but i'm really going to appreciate in...
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rozehead:
good choice on staying! happy you're still here!
and don't worry about what people say about your dating...they always say stuff like that. sure, they're concerned and mean it out of love, but it's basically a fear of their own mortality (to oversimplfy). you dating seriously leads them down the path of; marriage, house, kids, etc... if you date a lot, no big chance of that path starting and things can remain the same. just be happy (like you are).
smile
-rozehead
tiamat:
yay! you are staying. *doing a little booty dance in excitement*
if you are in love screw what everyone else thinks.
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wow, i've been really bad about updating my journal lately. i'm really sorry. i've been so so so busy with work and chris and sleep and everything. plus there are 6 people using this one computer, so it's hard to find time to get on when no one else is. once again i'm really sorry.

i've been working a lot lately. and i'm going to...
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night1:
i've been equally as bad about updating...maybe it's cuz it's summer...but don't worry about explaining to us...you'll get around to it smile

...and I hope you do return soon to SG...you will be missed kiss

oh...and as for being creative...I've never really been "creative", at least not what I would consider it...to create something new...mostly, I copy...when I draw something, I usually am putting something I see down on paper...when i write something, i'm usually telling about something that happened...rarely do I come up with something out of my imagination...something new...so I'm "creative" in a sense...but not in the way I'd like to be

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tiamat:
what? you aren't going to be able to re-new your account?
noooooo... frown frown frown frown
*going to sulk but first I have to say* cute mental images of you and chris and Ghosts.
kiss
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i am so clumsy sometimes. last night i went to the garage to get some ice cream and i ran into a shelf and cut my face on the corner of it. i'm so retarded sometimes. so now i have this big battle wound on my face. cute. i'll just tell people i got into a fight or something...that's cooler than saying that i ran...
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jp:
Your dog doesn't speak English? confused
Nevermind, maybe I was just really wasted

Sucks having no one around to hang out with. I feel for ya. No hobby or anything you want to pick up?
Personally I'd be happy to just sit around and play games biggrin
I have too many hobbies. They drain all my money and time.
siara:
.. arggh.. hope you face is ok and it didn't hurt too much! hey i used to watch Saved by the Bell.. that show was soo cool.. that and Degrassi Junior High.. that was my favourite!
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love is an amazing thing. just when i think i can't possibly love chris any more i fall even more in love with him. this summer is going to be great, i can already tell. yesterday was great. chris and i went on a hike and then went fishing. man, i really suck at fishing. all i caught was a log and some dead plants....
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jp:
I'm so happy for you that your relationship is going so well. I'm jealous. I never find middle ground with girls. They either wouldn't give me the time of day or they fall so obsessively in love with me. I guess some day maybe.
My days off are Monday and Tuesday. It's sort of lame...
tiamat:
i want to see pictures of chris!

i suck at fishing to. when i wasn't a veggie head i used to get up at the crack of damn w/ my best friend and eat cold pizza for breakfast. then we would head down to dad's boat and sit and wait and sit and wait. we never caught anything frown
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sorry i've been sort of missing in action lately. i've been really busy with coming home from school, working again, catching up with my best friend, and swooning over chris. plus it's hard to look at a "porn" site with all my family around. they just don't get it you know.

well, i've gotten all my grades back now. 3 A's and 2 A-'s baby!...
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jp:
Wow, congrats on the kick ass grades. biggrin

The only favorite things I remember about 5th grade were kisses from a cute a girl or recess.
Funny how little things change.
rybo:
the bbqs are always good. just the nature of it i guess. and yeah it was definately a lot cooler today than yesterday. Im actually wearing a hoodie right now.... maybe it will warm back up... I hope so biggrin
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thanks for all the encouraging words about taking meds everybody. i really appreciate it.

has anyone ever taken lexapro? if you have, what side effects did you experience, and for how long? i started taking it on monday night, and so far i've been really tired but have a hard time falling alseep. my appetite is real weird too, like i haven't eaten that much...
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jurasic:
tell me how they work...I'm actually not taking them...I'm doing fine...I get support most of the time...
bryn:
i earned the nickname "momma chip", for having the bladder of a pregnant chipmunk. confused
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it's good to be home, but for some reason now that i'm home my profile picture is different. weird. oh well. but yeah, it's good to be home. no more school for me for the next few months. i start working again tomorrow, and i'm actually looking forward to it. in know i'm crazy for saying that and i'll probably be bitching about working later,...
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kiscica:
isn't it soooooo strange when your room is taken over by someone else? everytime i visit my parents' place and see what my little brother has done to my old room, i get all sad. i'm not sure why, entirely. but it just hits ya right there, ya know?

good luck with the new meds hunnie. i know what it's like. i just started some new meds myself. always such a guessing game. *sigh*

*mmmmmmmmwAh*
bryn:
thanks sweetie. its weird going to my home town too. it has now officially become surburban america. bleh. eh. it had to happen sooner or later.
i hope the meds are good for you now too. biggrin
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tomorrow after lunch i get to go home. i am very happy abou this. starting tomorrow i get to see chris every day for the entire summer. what could be better than that?

i'm still so bored at school. now there really isn't anyone else here and it is very creepy at times. i don't like it. i wish chris would spend the night again...
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jurasic:
Wish you were 21...but I guess we have to wait...My sisters birthday is the day before yours...I would watch movies but I can't leave the state of oregon without permission...Also I don't need my nails painted...Have fun & I'll be here if ya need me...
lil_billy_ben:
I'm cool on the nail painting, you seem to have a relatively calm life, I envy you.
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it's so weird to be halfway done with college already. well, not weird so much, just kind of scary. time has gone by so fast. it's crazy. well, finals didn't kill me. i think they went pretty well. i'm not that proud of my american lit paper, but oh well.

i wish i was home. i really miss chris a lot. the past few days...
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kiscica:
stacie's right...absense makes the heart grow fonder. i'm feeling that right now what with my boy way up north for another month still. stupid camp. *shakes fist*

you are so damn sweet to me. i just love you. and your new profile pic?? *drools* sooooooooooo cute you are smile
lil_billy_ben:
51/50ed means she was checked into the psych was because she was deemed a threat to herself or others.