Does anyone read these?
Anyway things have been looking up at school. Things are still busy but I'm finally stepping out of my comfort zone (Going home right after class) and hanging out with the rest of my classmates who usually go out to the pub for a drink, something I've lightened up on. Drinking that is, never used to, now on occasion. But it's really changed things for me and its only been a few days. I just feel more welcome and it makes me wish I did this earlier but hey what can you do. I also found out that the reputation I thought I had for sound is accurate, and apparently I have the same rep for Casting, which is good, but apparently I'm hard to approach because of my lack of social-ness with the other, something I'm kinda fixing.
On a side note I haven't really been sleeping well, I think, well I choose to stay up later even if I have early class, I mostly watch movies that I'm way behind on. Like last night I stayed up to watch Garden State and Perk of being a Wallflower and let me tell you, Perks seem to really struck an emotional nerve for me, I don't usually cry during movies but that movies ending got me. Not like sobbing but like tears kinda thing. And it made me think about all the movie idea's i've ever adapted, making me realize that what I should write, what I need to write is an emotional piece about well me, and my own personal struggles. I have gone through not as much as some but more that others but in my own way, Everyone deals with stuff in their own way and I want to show how I dealt with mine. Maybe then some people might get it. But since that movie I've been rather inspired to write not just scripts but its made me want to finally work on my album, but the likely hood of that happening is kinda slim. But I'll try anyway.
On the relationship front, things are fine I guess. nothing really exciting happening, but nothing that bad either. But that urge to find someone else to have fun with has come back. I'm not sure what to do with it but there it is. Other than that things are going well.
I think thats it, I'm not sure what the rest of the week will hold but I guess I'll find out.
Cheers
Waven
Anyway things have been looking up at school. Things are still busy but I'm finally stepping out of my comfort zone (Going home right after class) and hanging out with the rest of my classmates who usually go out to the pub for a drink, something I've lightened up on. Drinking that is, never used to, now on occasion. But it's really changed things for me and its only been a few days. I just feel more welcome and it makes me wish I did this earlier but hey what can you do. I also found out that the reputation I thought I had for sound is accurate, and apparently I have the same rep for Casting, which is good, but apparently I'm hard to approach because of my lack of social-ness with the other, something I'm kinda fixing.
On a side note I haven't really been sleeping well, I think, well I choose to stay up later even if I have early class, I mostly watch movies that I'm way behind on. Like last night I stayed up to watch Garden State and Perk of being a Wallflower and let me tell you, Perks seem to really struck an emotional nerve for me, I don't usually cry during movies but that movies ending got me. Not like sobbing but like tears kinda thing. And it made me think about all the movie idea's i've ever adapted, making me realize that what I should write, what I need to write is an emotional piece about well me, and my own personal struggles. I have gone through not as much as some but more that others but in my own way, Everyone deals with stuff in their own way and I want to show how I dealt with mine. Maybe then some people might get it. But since that movie I've been rather inspired to write not just scripts but its made me want to finally work on my album, but the likely hood of that happening is kinda slim. But I'll try anyway.
On the relationship front, things are fine I guess. nothing really exciting happening, but nothing that bad either. But that urge to find someone else to have fun with has come back. I'm not sure what to do with it but there it is. Other than that things are going well.
I think thats it, I'm not sure what the rest of the week will hold but I guess I'll find out.
Cheers
Waven