"eyes break open,the yelps and howls of the world fill my ears, and ill try and rid my mouth of bad tatse, lsot in the thoguhts of my sleep, pull on clouths and chores of today, watching the sun shoot thru the room, grabbing my nosie of choice and wodden trasnport,stepping out the door and finding my destination watching the world wash by, agresion taking me to hills and speed,tryign to out run the music fillign my ears, reaching the concreat slabs and field fileld with people ,not caring to tlak on catch up, crossing over to meet so called freinds, loosing them in my souds, ,sweat trickles down from pores,heat pleting onto skin, clakcs and clangs from wood hititng metal and comcreate, fear disapering and adranalin rushing thru, eciding destiontion has gone and time is over, findign a new thought to race after, and a new choice to make,wishig the so called freinds good bye and ,tracing back to the speed music and hills, watching the groud zip underneath"
"feeling warmth and sweat from your hand, tocuhing finger tips ,palm to palm, losing my self in your eyes, your voice washing over me from palces i do not go,wishing not to end, but to start again to do it again, and over and over, to make the same decsions that led us here, to go back and do it all over again jsut for this moment to loose my self in your eyes, to wash in your words, and never wanting to go forward or even back t stay right here wer its pefrect, and good, wer hope eblongs and right excisit,"
"watchign the tree hit the courner of the bus and getting a branch stuck, wathcing the men work on the road as traffic stops and heat dwells, feeling the numbness from the seat, wathcing the peopel shuffle roud the hole in the road, tkaing turns to sit and wait hearing the punding from the jack hammer, and the nosie of industry and trafiic, drownd out from the collection of waves drumming into my cranium, looking the length of the transport, watching lifes shortned by diversion, watching annoyance fill the kids and even more their keepers. suits and adolescence melting there phones and finger tips,making new language from clicking of buttons, sleeping heads vibrating agsint the window, faint wiffs of smoke drifting out the window, exciting fills and lowers as spaces are swapped and trafice pushed forawd and haulted ,human mistakes made water spreading pipes expolding, human hatred shared by fellow humans ,blood boils and curses dispence, lack of controled sitation infurating, anger sweat and heat ingulfing climax building and fizzled out by equal regreat,tiny puffs of pure agresion fizzled out and restored and build up again, problem solvers working, situation controlling, lifes continuing to fast forward to there ends, cars speeding off, bus cranked back into motion"
i decided to write again
"feeling warmth and sweat from your hand, tocuhing finger tips ,palm to palm, losing my self in your eyes, your voice washing over me from palces i do not go,wishing not to end, but to start again to do it again, and over and over, to make the same decsions that led us here, to go back and do it all over again jsut for this moment to loose my self in your eyes, to wash in your words, and never wanting to go forward or even back t stay right here wer its pefrect, and good, wer hope eblongs and right excisit,"
"watchign the tree hit the courner of the bus and getting a branch stuck, wathcing the men work on the road as traffic stops and heat dwells, feeling the numbness from the seat, wathcing the peopel shuffle roud the hole in the road, tkaing turns to sit and wait hearing the punding from the jack hammer, and the nosie of industry and trafiic, drownd out from the collection of waves drumming into my cranium, looking the length of the transport, watching lifes shortned by diversion, watching annoyance fill the kids and even more their keepers. suits and adolescence melting there phones and finger tips,making new language from clicking of buttons, sleeping heads vibrating agsint the window, faint wiffs of smoke drifting out the window, exciting fills and lowers as spaces are swapped and trafice pushed forawd and haulted ,human mistakes made water spreading pipes expolding, human hatred shared by fellow humans ,blood boils and curses dispence, lack of controled sitation infurating, anger sweat and heat ingulfing climax building and fizzled out by equal regreat,tiny puffs of pure agresion fizzled out and restored and build up again, problem solvers working, situation controlling, lifes continuing to fast forward to there ends, cars speeding off, bus cranked back into motion"
i decided to write again
very soon i'm goin to the sky
where i'll kick the stars
so you can wish upon them
as they fall
fall down on us
and will stop kissing scars together
and we'll kiss each other
instead