Wednesday Feb 23, 2005

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yea, I need to work out soon, cuz I hafta get rid of this negative energy building up inside me, cuz it's gonna cause me to explode soon enough...

I just have so much anger and mixed feelings right now, i dont know whether to go cry (which i probably will end up doing), or bitching someone out (probably wont happen)..

whatevers.. whatever
lotusmonger:
crying and brutal physical exercise works... i'm a Man so I only do the latter of course...
it could be worse... I think I'm coming down with the chickenpox!
cat:
yes. And bilateral extensor haliux inflamation! frown

Monday Feb 21, 2005

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this has been one of the better weekends i've had in a long long time. Stress free.

my girl and i went to some party near wicker park friday nite, but the cops already broke it up, so on our way down fullerton going back to her house on the southside, she blew one of her tires out on a pothole that had to have...
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hyperboy:
hey,

I know you posted it a long time ago, but I answered your question in the SG army group about how to have your banner on your site to link to SG with your special code.

Hopefully you already had this answered, but uh... if you hadn't, hope this helps.

SG Army
hyperboy:
so did you ever figure it out? or did I answer your uh... prayers? lol

Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

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whatever
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ash:
are u serious? would u want to apply to the site? because Ill shoot ya!!!
metro:
occasionally i glance out my window at my neighbours' lives to try to make sense of the world...it took me forever to figure out why someone would want to shoot one going through as much as you, but now it makes sense.


sleep well.

Monday Feb 14, 2005

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I kinda feel like pouring my heart out into my journal..but probably wouldnt make much of a difference, cuz i dont want pity from anyone over my relationship problems, but yet, i need to get it off my chest and ask for advice..

does that make any sense?

i've been a fuckin basketcase this past week because of issues with my boyfriend, and i think...
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lotusmonger:
men are stupid... except me, I'm just an idiot.

whatever you do, don't go eating Hamdogs to feel better:

"The Hamdog consists of one hotdog, wrapped in cheese, rolled in ground beef, then deep-fried and topped with bacon, onions, chili, and, just to shave one more month off your life, a fried egg."
ilovemikehunt:
dude, you should call me... you've got my number, right?

Sunday Feb 13, 2005

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Happy Valentines day everyone..

even though my boyfriend said we're on a "break".. it's ok, i wont be bitter and hate valentines day.. Promise.

love
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lotusmonger:
a break? is he in high school or something?
Happy Love Day!

-Sir Huggington
schizogirl:
Happy Valentines Day!

Thursday Feb 10, 2005

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whatever

im a bit stressed and edgy lately..mainly because of arguing with my boyfriend over the dumbest shit ever..

anywho.. this guy at school who's constantly bugging the fuckin shit outta me, who i always tell to leave me alone, had to bug me again today, when i'm particularly not in the mood.. so i told him to fuck off.. then this other guy that happened...
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ampersandwich:
cheesedog, eh ?

You may be too young, but did you recall they used to make hotdogs and injected chili into middle of it? Yeah, they used to call it "FrankenStuff"

smile


Y~!
ash:
Ya know, I had a friend who owned a nice sized punching bag, it was 60 pounds I think, one of the bigger ones ... Id spend the weekend at his house every weekend just so I could BEAT THE CRAP outta that thing! It was so exhilirating to beat the shit outta that thing!!! It made me feel sooo damn good to just .. let it all out!!!
Ive wanted to get one ever since then, its a great way to releive your stress and frustrations!!!

Tuesday Feb 08, 2005

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I've eaten a cheesedog and fries for the past three nites in a row.

AMAZING. surreal
lotusmonger:
glad you're feeling better... but that's disgusting eeek smile
glamerdork:
what are the virus risks w/ the pirated programs? i'm always worried about that.

Monday Feb 07, 2005

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whatevers.. whatever
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violentviolet:
I'm so unhappy right now..

I dont think i've ever been this depressed in my entire life and really wish id just go to sleep and never fuckin wake up again.


lotusmonger:
this non-sun day isn't helping either... sometimes the waking up is the best part... I'm not gonna say I know how you are feeling, but I've been very very depressed before, yet I can't say I'm an expert on advice on feeling better.... it takes effort and time for sure, but being happy is tough without it feeling contrived.
So don't hurt yourself permanently, please! ooo aaa cheer up, drop me a line if you'd like, i type better than I talk

Friday Feb 04, 2005

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i dunno lately... just dont know. frown

my shiatsu teacher said to not let bad energy get to you, and i've been trying my best, but feel like i'm losing the battle...
lotusmonger:
i'm not sold on the concept of bad and good energy, it's a bluff. wink

Tuesday Feb 01, 2005

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hot damn.

shiatsu today was fuckin AMAZING. I'm definitely gonna find as many continuing education courses as i can once i'm done with school, because this is way too interesting to pass up. I kinda sorta threw my back out, not paying attention to body mechanics, but i noticed that doing a little bit of yoga tonight was a hell of a lot easier then...
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lotusmonger:
science needs to make our backs better

Monday Jan 31, 2005

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I need someone to tell me:

Jen! stop eating those damn chips! or .. Put down that soda!!


i've been doing really good lately, and havent had any hardcore junkfood or soda since last saturday. I just had some chips tonight, and a little bag of eminems..so i feel a tad guilty. Oopsy on my part.


I learn shiatsu tomorrow at school. VERY EXCITING... as...
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lotusmonger:
what kinda chips? I love kettle cooked mmmmm... but i have good junk food will power, unless it is a cookie

burn those asscuntfaces and don't be part of their shit
i have motivation but not sure how to parcel it or i'd email it encrypted style
er, Jen's my favorite name... it is my sister's name, but that's not the reason...really
cat:
thank you thank you!

Thursday Jan 27, 2005

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i'm a nerd and uncancelled my account. I like it here, more then most web forums i'm registered on.

even tho nobody really talks to me on here whatever , i still <3 the site and the advice/threads/gals/etc
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lotusmonger:
i'm always talking and typing... you are bookmarked by me biggrin
ladynapua:
Hey girlie! Sorry things have been shitty for you but I hope you had an awesome weekend! kiss
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