vengefulnight

Have you ever felt like you've lost something and yet you yearn to have that feeling again? Of such abstract things, we will go to great lengths to achieve them.

"Fade" by vengefulnight

Watched you fade
Into the black of the night
Consumed by all that is lost
Time and time I've tried
To find you again

I will stop at nothing
To feel your...
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So, I've been extremely busy lately. Working at the library and making sushi all day every day is starting to wear me down. School starts soon and hopefully my hours at the sushi restaurant get cut down. My birthday is soon and I don't think I'm going to get the day off. Total sadness. But what can you do? Fall down. Get up. Keep on...
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Stuck here for days, can't escape
lost inside, with no where to hide
trapped in torment, stuck inside
those thoughts that deep reside

Could I be,
my worst enemy?

I push, I pull, I bend, I Break
never to make my great escape
lost in a dream
I cannot wake up

Could I be,
my worst enemy?

Forever to never escape
I cannot get through...
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Three weeks. Three weeks is all it takes. My life has completely changed in the last three weeks. I have quit smoking but these troubled times make me want to light up one more stick of death and puff it away with ease. Mass confusion, over analytical. For the love of all divine, leave me the fuck alone so I can have my sanity.

Thursday, Thursday, oh how I long for you, Thursday. Days so recently have not matched your beauty. Thursday, oh how your sun glistens on my face; but, your cool, calming breeze awakens me. My eyes, which were stricken through an imaginable barrier, are now wide open and I see just how beautiful the essence of nature is. Thursday, please don't ever change. Remain here with...
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Thursday, Thursday, oh how I long for you Thursday. Days so recently have not matched your beauty. Thursday, oh how your sun glistens on my face. Your cool, calming breeze awakens me. My eyes are now wide open and I see just how beautiful the essence of nature is. Thursday, please don't ever change. Remain here with me and accomplish the impossible.

Thursday, Thursday, oh how I long for you Thursday. Days so recently have not matched your beauty. Thursday, oh how your sun glistens on my face. Your cool, calming breeze awakens me. My eyes are now wide open and I see just how beautiful the essence of nature is. Thursday, please don't ever change. Remain here with me and accomplish the impossible.

As days pass, I feel alive, rejuvenated if you will. With an expansive, new mind, I have ventured further into depth, thought, and quality. Of most so mundane, this newer quality, newer thought which exudes that of most logic. I further myself into being, rationality sets its course.

my account goes down today. see you guys eventually.

my account is due up at the end of this month. not sure when/if i'll be back.