vanityxassassin

I really want this in someone forever. I read this and it made me get those butterfly like chills.

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world...
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why cant I feel anything for anyone but you..

How beautiful the way the sun sets.
As we stared up at the same sky,
and swore that for an eternity that the stars would collide.
I can reach the clouds, but I still can't touch your heart.
Can we dream of tomorrow when we can't even get through today..


Through a plethora of screams, they...
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Blindfolded only to hear blank words of crooked smiles.
Crawling out of my skin to see a broken reflection of myself

I am Lost and I know that no one will find me, because I cant find myself.

I am falling but theres no one there to catch me.

I'll keep reaching, I'll keep searching, somehow your hand will make its way to mine.

ever...
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breathing isn't what makes up your life. the moments that take your breath away is what your life is made up of

My faith runs thinner than water for every wish has a name and with every fear there is someone somewhere who loved before, who hoped before. Someone who cried ten thoasand oceans, and someone who bled out the evening in search of you,...
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breathing isn't what makes up your life. the moments that take your breath away is what your life is made up of

My faith runs thinner than water for every wish has a name and with every fear there is someone somewhere who loved before, who hoped before. Someone who cried ten thoasand oceans, and someone who bled out the evening in search of you,...
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But you're the angel with the perfect wings that I'll fucking break and take you with me.



what do you feel when the love of your life is so far away, to far to reach out and touch them, you know what I do, I envison their face and let the tears roll down my cheeks. I feel dead inside without him around. Only he...
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Orestes,Metaphor for a missing moment
You give me three cigarettes to smoke my tears away..

Umm Im still expecting a few more things from Baltimore my friend danny is sending me the rest of my boxes. its cost me so much to get all my things shipped. well everything excpet my bed my old roomie kept it since I left it. Heh its whatever. but...
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Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes...

Thank you to everyone who wished me a Happy Birthday, it meant a lot to me

Umm the day was nice I got a call from my best friend danny from back home in Baltimore, that made my day complete.

I was very disapointed by one person who didnt call me, but...
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Just another body bag with a heartbeat.

She said it's not that i dont love you any more, but it would be so much more accurate to say that i never loved you, in the first place.......

heh my weekend was blah. umm my birthday is this tuesday, yay I think.

now thoughts.

you fail me with every fatal crush
you fail me with every...
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They tell me to smile, but yet I still frown....

Hmm a yeah so its just one of those days. my birthday is in a few days..hehe the big 21. and then next weekend im getting my tattoo, and I think after that Im going to shoot my first set for SG

looking forward to a flatlined love affair the comfort of a dire
lovesickness...
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she is at the end chasing her own fading light.....


I'd paint your hair crimson red. And your eyes blue instead. If I could I'd draw a heart for you. Fix it in between the essence of my hands


Someone go for help, she's not getting up. The cardboard spine has buckled
under the extension of her wings. It took my breath away. She fell...
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People mistake my kindness for weakness...

Sincerity is all I have, and people keep destroying it.


inside display of broken wings so smooth porcelain face

And She Goes On, Listen to me screaming more.

You appear like raindrops
And live like you sink through
The streets that you fall on
The cars that slip on you
All of this for just one night

Suffocate me,...
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