valquerie

nose 2.0

glad to hear you're up and about rock n roll!

oh yeah, color xerox....cant get better than that

wow, awsome, go you!!! I wish i was as brave as you with you know what

you know, i've only once done anything vaguely public with poetry (and it was my horrid, angst-ridden early college stuff, ugh.) - thank you much for the kind words, though... i only write smut, lol.

i'll come help you clean if you come help me? :hopeful:

I'll also volunteer to help you clean if you help me clean.

I haven't checked out End of Days, but I may have to now on your recomendation. I'm a sadist when it comes to horrible movies. I've seen Gigli, I have yet to see From Justin to Kelly. Maybe some day.

You kill a lobster and I save a bird. I found a lil' baby sparrow outside of four star coming back from a jambajuice run. Eric (my coworker) named it Cheesecrack. I'm feeding it cat food soaked in water (as per the humane society instructions) until Thursday when they re-open. It's sleeping right now, but I"m about to wake it up so it can watch Ichi the Killer with me and one of my housemates.

Fuck those fascists at the DMV for not taking a picture of your beautiful self. I think it's a pleasure to know you.

p.s. I submitted a set once on this site. I"m not a very private person so if you're interested it's in the archives of the SG Hopefuls forum under pics, third, or fourth or fifth page back entitled "forlorn grace"

Warmly,
Elaine (yes, m'real name)

Thanks. *blush* I'm actually very body-shy and I don't think I"d ever go through with the whole application. When I was in middle school and into high school I was about 60 lbs heavier than I am. The weight came on quickly, not gradually, so I have a lot of stretch marks. I used to have a running mental battle with my body. Sometimes I'd wish I could just cut my head off from it. It took a long time to learn to be happy, and actually proud that I had pulled through and become a stronger person because of it. It's strange though: in those formative years when all you hear is what an ugly fat cow you are, no matter how many times you hear people tell you you're pretty when you're older you never really believe it. C'est la vie. I'm glad for it. It keeps me humble.

Oh my, it's been a while since I've seen ya on at all. Hope things are going well, take care o' yerself.

Love right back on ya! Heh, aw... I got all squished, that's awesome.

Rawk!

oh, honey, wish i knew, wish i knew...

I say! That's a difficult and shitty situation. There's only one way to deal with it. Pretend that the situation (the lie) was real. Then tell people your motivations behind why you acted like that, except since none of it is actually true, you can make up what your motivations were. Maybe they threatened you. Maybe they told you one thing, then told you a completely opposite thing, and you didn't know which one to do. Tie these mis-truths to something real, and people will believe you.

Hey, sometime's you just have to go with it, and if you make the false seem possibly, people will side with you.

That's all very underhanded, but you can play the hand you've been dealt, or you can be completely honest about how the whole thing was a lie in the first place. I'd actually be more inclined to believe that anyway.

Good luck!

That's quite a wonderful post you left for me. No I've not seen that episode, like I said, a lot of catching up I have to do.

Radiohead files? Sure, just let me know what they want and I'll see what I can do. I have a lot of stuff, but I have a lot more to get, and I'm a cheap radiohead whore in that I don't go out and get every little release they've had, so I just come by the songs as time permits.

As for the SGTC group, you might want to e-mail Xaqary. He might be able to help out. It's probably that you don't actually live IN the twin cities, but I think there's a few people from Wisconsin in the group. It might also depend on if you're able to come to any of the events, sometimes that's a factor. But e-mail him and see what he says. Good luck!

!! of course you can call me sam... especially when it precedes an offer to clean my house naked, er, next! you can call me damn near anything you want under conditions like that.

and, um, a chipmunk?

Funny you should ask, I just finished downloading it. Mind you, I'd seen it before. Even so, great movie...love the artwork. How's life? Stay cool kiddo.

mmm - sounds like a good day all the way around....

i was in madison the other day, sorry i didn't get a chance to contact you. well, maybe next time. stayed with some folks on vilas, toured the capitol area and hit up a few bars, nothing special. y'all got a wicked student union!

Alright, you got a photo up! Well don't you look dark and troubled. I'm just kidding, real mysterious. Anyways, how's life? Hope all is well and that you are living it up.

lol, nice to meet you, and you should join our little group SGTC, or at least consider...