I struggle sometimes. I often find myself lost. I clutter my mind with preposterous thoughts. There are things I can do to occupy myself, but I lose interest rather quickly. Focusing on something other than the clouded mind is becoming quite the challenge. I need clarity. I need escapism. I must travel myself into the woods somewhere, build a fire and hide from my reality....
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For the past 5 years, 7 months, I have been employed with UPS. I've tried numerous times to become a driver and/or a PT supervisor. Finally, after all these years, I am now a FT UPS driver. Thank the gods for this good fortune. Freedom is in my near future.
I want to build a fire and be in front of it for many hours.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FwYkO9DlBsI
(and I have no luck with embedding youtube videos)
doncella:
thanks for the follow! :)
Lately, if I had the courage - the will, I would. To end this pain...
As of late, Carcass - 1985 is hitting the spot. I'm going to have sex to this one point in my life.
You know what I miss? Chat. Not that thousands of members used the chat feature, nor did I really talk with anyone, but every now and again I would pop in and read the crazy conversations amongst the handful of members who did.
Browsing through SuicideGirls, one complaint I have is browsing through photos. I wish the Photo section was a bit more organized, allowing...
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meerkat_:
yeaah that load more is quite annoying feature... and anyway cheers for sooo much love on my blogs and pictures xxx
Often I find myself expecting something to happen. Something to occur. Usually, it is not a good thing, but a grand thing on a large scale that would render this world useless. Late at night when all is quiet, I often anticipate a deafening crack to be heard in the distance and a brilliant blinding light flashing, rendering this life meaningless. I always hear this...
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