Ohhh unrequited emotions, how I hate thee.
Its a weird sensation to start liking someone your only suppose to be friends with. I guess it all come about as you get to know the person much more deeply. With most girls I meet and date, the more I get to know them and who they really are the more I become disinterested in who they really are. The fact that they are physically attractive begins to diminish, and all I am left with is a hollow empty human being that I want nothing to do with.
So what happens when you are friends with someone and as you get to know them, you actually like them more as person. The deep shit that they are afraid of the world seeing is something you actually like? And as they make themselves vulnerable to you, you find that you actually even care for them through their major flaws....
Then what......
They dont feel the same way for you, they only see you as a good friend.
In a way I just feel used, like tool for her self validation and to make her feel good about herself.
But at the same time, I could never truly have any disdain for her, I care for her too much....
What on earth is a man to do....
I wish sometime emotions could be just a switch that could be turned off....
Well that enough of me being a pussy bitch and letting my heart out....I'm going to go drink sum beerz and throw bottle at the wall like real man...maybe watch some UFC and talk about sports.....Scratch my crotch
Its a weird sensation to start liking someone your only suppose to be friends with. I guess it all come about as you get to know the person much more deeply. With most girls I meet and date, the more I get to know them and who they really are the more I become disinterested in who they really are. The fact that they are physically attractive begins to diminish, and all I am left with is a hollow empty human being that I want nothing to do with.
So what happens when you are friends with someone and as you get to know them, you actually like them more as person. The deep shit that they are afraid of the world seeing is something you actually like? And as they make themselves vulnerable to you, you find that you actually even care for them through their major flaws....
Then what......
They dont feel the same way for you, they only see you as a good friend.
In a way I just feel used, like tool for her self validation and to make her feel good about herself.
But at the same time, I could never truly have any disdain for her, I care for her too much....
What on earth is a man to do....
I wish sometime emotions could be just a switch that could be turned off....
Well that enough of me being a pussy bitch and letting my heart out....I'm going to go drink sum beerz and throw bottle at the wall like real man...maybe watch some UFC and talk about sports.....Scratch my crotch