Sometimes I find it hard to get to sleep.
Rather often actually.
The mind wanders and travels so fast that I can't calm myself down enough to sleep.
Bed sheets get tossed about, pillows rearanged, and countless songs or images run through my head.
No amount of counting sheep will help me.
All I can do is distract myself until I either get tired, or...
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Rather often actually.
The mind wanders and travels so fast that I can't calm myself down enough to sleep.
Bed sheets get tossed about, pillows rearanged, and countless songs or images run through my head.
No amount of counting sheep will help me.
All I can do is distract myself until I either get tired, or...
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beledi:
skulde:
Sometimes i wake up and go outside and smell the air, it calms me and restores a sense of balance. Try some nice chamomile tea (noncaffenated) before bed, it helps the restless sleeper 
Twas a lovely gathering yesterday.
Deserts were excellent and company even better.
There were fewer people than I expected, but I guess Saint Patrick had something to do with that.
As for other things in my life...
let's just say the battle rages on...
and this week I don't plan on loosing.
Deserts were excellent and company even better.
There were fewer people than I expected, but I guess Saint Patrick had something to do with that.
As for other things in my life...
let's just say the battle rages on...
and this week I don't plan on loosing.
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nata:
sometimes it is good being picky...i sort of have someone, its complicated, or maybe im complicating things, who knows... 
nata:
awwwwwwwwww thanks, i know it can be ignored, its just hard to silence the little voice
They always tell young kids that if you've got nothing nice to say, you shouldn't say anything at all.
Maybe that's why I'm so quiet all the time.
I could spend hours on here complaining and ranting about my life, but it wouldn't help me.
I could yammer endlessly about my geeky little obsessions but I'm sure it would bore anyone who's paying attention.
I...
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Maybe that's why I'm so quiet all the time.
I could spend hours on here complaining and ranting about my life, but it wouldn't help me.
I could yammer endlessly about my geeky little obsessions but I'm sure it would bore anyone who's paying attention.
I...
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beledi:
Are you coming out Saturday?
beledi:
Fruit and whipped cream requires no baking skills, and opens up many avenues for dirty jokes
I'm looking forward to getting to talk to you this time!
I'm looking forward to getting to talk to you this time!
Ok everyone, question answer time.
For all those in a relationship of some kind.
What aspect of being with someone do you enjoy the most?
For all those NOT in a relationship.
What aspect of being with someone do you MISS the most?
Subtle but important differences.
I think for me, I miss having someone to hug and cuddle with.
Gee this totally should have...
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For all those in a relationship of some kind.
What aspect of being with someone do you enjoy the most?
For all those NOT in a relationship.
What aspect of being with someone do you MISS the most?
Subtle but important differences.
I think for me, I miss having someone to hug and cuddle with.
Gee this totally should have...
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beledi:
Absolutely the close personal contact is what I love and miss the most when mr. beledi is gone. I also miss the conversation, but we tend to talk a lot more than a lot of people I know.
nata:
i miss touch, men always seem to be so warm but i actually enjoy being single
Well. Had my first outing with people from SG yesterday.
Despite my quiet nature I really enjoyed myself.
It was cool to meet people face to face.
Next time someone feels they could use a quiet bald man hanging around, count me in.
Despite my quiet nature I really enjoyed myself.
It was cool to meet people face to face.
Next time someone feels they could use a quiet bald man hanging around, count me in.
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suitsme:
It was good to see you again.. I'd meant to drop by your profile and say hello a few times, but always forgot the name when it came to crunch time.
nata:
yay for sushi, glad you came out
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beledi:
I just might put them under 'SG', 'beledi', or 'nata'. I haven't quite decided yet, but I'll let everyone know I'm glad that you're coming out. It's nice to meet new folks.
I'm glad that you're coming out. It's nice to meet new folks.
applejax:
Oh my!!! However is it that I am not yet friends with you here?! 
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Is it a bad sign when you need help but all your medical profesionals abandon you?
Sure sounds like it to me.
Sure sounds like it to me.
Well folks, it's official.
I have now been clinically diagnosed as having attention deficit disorder.
Probably doesn't surprise anyone who knows me, but I learned a lot about ADD that I didn't know before.
Doctor's used to think that you grew out of it, well modern research shows if you had it ever you've got it for the rest of your life.
Yup it's permanent,...
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I have now been clinically diagnosed as having attention deficit disorder.
Probably doesn't surprise anyone who knows me, but I learned a lot about ADD that I didn't know before.
Doctor's used to think that you grew out of it, well modern research shows if you had it ever you've got it for the rest of your life.
Yup it's permanent,...
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4m:
I'll keep you posted on SG gathering plans! I have a 3 storey house, with a video game/movie pile in the basement to distract you and allow you to hide for awhile if the crowd gathering gets overwhelming.
mistressminx:
thanks!
Just wanted to add that to your day.
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addison:
just wanted to say thanks for the comment on my set!
4m:
Happy New Year D! My house guest is just going over to visit your roomate, and I found out that you guys live about 6 blocks away from me. We should hang out and do some geeking-out sometime.
It's really easy to use blogs and postings and comments on sites like this to trash talk your life and all the things you dislike.
I've done it enough.
It's also easy to be in an emotional state, angry or what have you, and log on to spill your heart out, then after the fact realize you didn't say very good things at all.
Done...
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I've done it enough.
It's also easy to be in an emotional state, angry or what have you, and log on to spill your heart out, then after the fact realize you didn't say very good things at all.
Done...
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It's hard to hold a tornado down.
Anchors aren't meant to keep nature in check.
Nature must be superceded in order to survive.
Holding the tornado in place is an act of suvival.
Giving in to the winds wouldn't be a release.
Wouldn't bring peace or new found understanding.
It would be giving in to the nature of the winds.
To quickly blow, quickly tear...
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Anchors aren't meant to keep nature in check.
Nature must be superceded in order to survive.
Holding the tornado in place is an act of suvival.
Giving in to the winds wouldn't be a release.
Wouldn't bring peace or new found understanding.
It would be giving in to the nature of the winds.
To quickly blow, quickly tear...
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