My boyfriend and I took a walk up to family video yesterday. We rented V for Vendetta which was fantastic, if you haven't seen it by all means buy or rent it. I read the graphic novel it was based on a few years back and was very happy with the screen adaptation of it. I ran into my ex boyfriend of about a year ago up there. I tried to be friendly and wave, but he just pretty much ignored me. This has been giving me a complex ever since last night. I feel so terrible. I felt terrible when I broke up with him, and this made me feel worse. See, I have never been on this side of the table before. I am usually the one who gets broken up with. Maybe I didn't break up with him in the best way, I told him I needed a break and I wasn't happy. I don't know. I know I shouldn't let it bother me, but it really is. Truth be told. I left him for my present boyfriend because he wasn't making me happy, he never wanted to hold my hand in public, he never wanted to leave his house, etc. After a while it seemed like he was embarassed to be seen with me. While we were dating, he never seemed to give a crap if I was his girlfriend or not. Hell, the whole I need a break I"m not happy talk took less than five minutes. So why does he hate me so much now is what I can't figure out. I mean did I wrong him in some way? Should I just have said I'm dumping your ass? I really don't want him to hate me because he is a good guy but he just didn't treat me the way I wanted to be treated. What do you guys think?
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obviously he and you have a different idea of what a relationship should be like.
i think you made the right decision.. he didnt abuse you but like you said he didnt treat you the way you wanted to be treated. so you left for what you knew you really wanted.
i know that you had a history with him, knew him for a long time and dated off and on so it is sad that he has now developed this ignoring habit. maybe he'll come around perhaps some day...... i know you had the ability to be friends before... but then again i dont think you rejected him like this before. mabye some day you can talk it out..
in a bar.
OUTSIDE.
not in the house