Well, this is the third installment of why I'm still emotionally devastated by the the I'm in love with. I don't know, life currently seems bleak. I don't really feel like doing anything. I just kind of want to keep to myself. It destroyed me the way I found out she has a boyfriend. It destroys me even more that she doesn't think I'm good...
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Well it's been a few days since my last rant. I think I'm okay with her decision now. If I'm not going to be her number 1 choice why settle for number 2? I'm not going to, I just have to keep living my life the way I know how. Large amounts of alcohol on the weekend, followed by large amounts of exercise during the...
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I don't know, it just sucks. Thinking someone loves you the same way you love them and finding out through instagram that they're with someone. Making it seem like you're the asshole for calling them out on their bullshit. It hurts. Every second of my days hurt. I don't feel like doing anything. I don't want yo get up, I just want to lay motionless...
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This past weekend, the girl I'm in love with is with some guy. You know, I was okay with it when I was home in May. I only asked that she tell me. Instead I find out through social media. In a fit of drunken rage I post some stuff on social media myself, because I'm just emotionally destroyed. Keep in mind I still love...
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