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northron:
Mmmm, power suit. But it was surely the fact that you did well during the interview, I would guess.
mavenist:
You look rather spiffy in your interview clothes.

Thanks for the words.
I'm hoping something gives soon so my brother can get help. He won't take his meds or see a doctor so sadly the only way for him to get help is if something bad happens frown
He's only been diagnosed/ had obvious symptoms for less than 2 years so we're all still adjusting.
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Wowowow

I need a song to cheer me up before I give you this next update...

This song/remix makes me dangerously dance in my car while I'm driving. Always puts a stupid smile on my face. Enjoy.

So, I don't wanna get too wrapped up in typing tis because I'm expecting to get a call back pretty soon regarding what I'm about to tell you....
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mkayal:
good luck. The fear of lawsuits is more powerful than the lawsuit itself remember. I'm betting you're going to hear something profoundly corporate.
kas:
fuck that bitch up! i hope she gets fired biggrin
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Vent sesh/nature photo dump extravaganza

First, we need music before I go on my rampage .... I dunno what song I want...
I know! I'll do a song before my rant and then a song before my photo dump. How's that sound? Good? Good.

This song is sooooo appropriate for how I feel right now! Ugh...

***This is about to be a long-ass rant about...
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stcyr:
It's easy to say find a new job, that suits your interests, with stable hours and better pay; it's another thing to actually find one - - but I'm hoping you do, and soon.
rogue:
Thanks love
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Fun at the fair...

I went to the California State Fair today and I have the photos to share to prove it!
(I finally went through my hard drive and deleted about 600 pictures.... I still have more to delete. BUT I actually have some space for new pictures now! YAY!)

You know me... FIRST! Music.

Gosh I love this song...

It makes me think...
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bounty:
thank you!! <(^.^)>
casper:
I thought the chicken had one leg at first.
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I suck at updating these days...

Here, listen to what I'm listening to right now:

Very few songs can give me goosebumps that I can feel deep into my bone marrow. This is one of those songs. It's kinda weird that the instrumental part is the House theme. lol But the lyrics are incredible and her voice gives me chills.... Ahhh.... LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE...
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laiden:
i know how you feel with not finding a good job where u make good money at, it sucks, especially when your used to making more. don't give up hope love , all we can do is stay positive and hope .
merlowe:
Hideho there frriend! Blowing summer kisses your way! kiss
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I'm alive

I don't really have a whole lot to say though...

-Me and Jesse are dating again. It's going pretty good so far. smile
-Work still sucks horribly and I am getting even LESS hours right now so there's that. mad
-Still haven't been able to find a new or second job. frown
-"Friends" have been too busy for me these days. whatever
-I've been pretty depressed and...
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blueyedemon:
Was starting to wonder if you'd poofed off of SG for good or what?!
Glad to see you're still around, and hoping that you're able to overcome the funk you feel you're in. Chin up! kiss
Hope work picks up for you too, we all need the almighty dollar unfortunately... whatever
Please take care, and sending positive thoughts your way smile
dougrun:
any update is a good one. <3
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I'm tired...

I'm so tired of life sucking. I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of not knowing who I am anymore and I'm EXTRA tired of waiting around for life to get better.

So, it didn't work out with Jesse. I'm pretty over it. I think I knew deep down that he wasn't right AT ALL for me. Frankly, I need attention. And he...
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toxic:
I miss you too! We need to rendezvous some time!
hyatt:
Hope your summer's getting better. frown
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And just to top it off...


Me and Jesse are through.


*sigh*
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spirit_bear:
Hope things are ok (well as ok as then can be)
littlejohn22:
please stay strong.... and allow yourself time
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Life never fails to let me down..

Because the universe fucking hates me and everything that makes me happy, I will be unable to participate in the shoot next weekend in Reno. Financially, it's just not feasible. Even though the lovely Sunshine was willing to cut me a deal on the package she was shooting for me, because my job sucks giant ball sacks, it's...
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blackheartdown:
That is a shame. Things will work out eventually, you will find a better job, you will get to do a shoot, and everyone will be happy (except for maybe Vans smile ).
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kobeyk:
No problem sweetie. It even took me a minute to remember wtf we were talking about...lol
stephean:
what happened?