Sunday Sep 07, 2003

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I love life.. however sometimes I feel alone.
I am waiting for that one person who completes the puzzle. Who will she be. I will find her. I think she is closer then I had thought.
ophelia:
Oh shit.
I hid her in the closet and forgot to tell you.
Dammit, I hope she's still alive.
toniccereal:
Love the earth and sun and the animals, despise riches, give alms to every one that asks, stand up for the stupid and crazy, devote your income and labor to others, hate tyrants, argue not concerning God, have patience and indulgence toward the people, take off your hat to nothing known or unknown or to any man or number of men, go freely with powerful uneducated persons and with the young and with the mothers of families, read these leaves in the open air every season of every year of your life, re- examine all you have been told at school or church or in any book, dismiss whatever insults your own soul, and your very flesh shall be a great poem and have the richest fluency not only in its words but in the silent lines of its lips and face and between the lashes of your eyes and in every motion and joint of your body. . . . . . . . The poet shall not spend his time in unneeded work. He shall know that the ground is always ready ploughed and manured . . . . others may not know it but he shall. He shall go directly to the creation. His trust shall master the trust of everything he touches . . . . and shall master all attachment.

Walt Whitman

Saturday Sep 06, 2003

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Oh that this to to solid flesh
would thaw, melt, and resolve its self into a dew
or that the everlasting had not fixed its canon against
the self slaughterer. oh how wear flat and stale this world seems to be.

When will i find her, where will she be, who will she be.

I have met so many woman that I fancy, But none...
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polaris:
sneaky boy tongue

Tuesday Sep 02, 2003

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God, i'm getting frustrated... not enough time in life to get everything i want to do... done. It drives me nuts.. Having all these ideas in My head but no canvus to lay them down.. All these sights i see, but not enough film to place them on.. When will it come, the time. I dont know. But it will.
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ophelia:
See, that's why you live multiple lives.
amory:
thanks your a doll. Hang in there too, OK? we will find our true loves. Enjoy your time with your son. That time is very precious and special. smile

Monday Sep 01, 2003

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whats up all, I love this place for the art... many of the woman are like paintings that are pictured, i love it. it gives me great ideas for my photography... damn, now time to smoke. tongue... check out my site, www.pangaeagames.com/billy/