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Working today 12-3 then 5-8.
Probably going out to Sterling afterwards.
I can't stand to sleep alone now.

It feels so perfect and right to be next to him.
And in 29 days, I can do it every night.
biggrin biggrin kiss kiss love love

Rae and I were talking yesterday...
She was talking about Ant, but it fits here too.

When she (I) hug him, it feels natural.
Like there...
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bambi:
Wow, you seem to be so happy !
Hope this lasts forever !
smile
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My weekend:

Friday...
You know, got out of work, tripped, didn't sleep.

Staurday...
Went to work from 2-4.
Got home.
Had one drink.
In bed by 8:30, after trying the KY.
Wonderful stuff.

Sunday...
THE LORDS DAY!!!!
Woke up.
Mudslide at 11.
Bucket after.
Then, I realized I make the PERFECT PERFECT Margarita.
Perfect.
Drunk.
Bed by 9:30.


Monday...
Worked from 9-5:30.
Went to Nates....
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evil_mad_hatter:
Ah computers are cheap. As long as you just want to use it to get online, and word proccessing. Just to get you by.
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We move in July 1st.
I'm so excited...
biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin love love love love love love kiss kiss kiss kiss ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!!
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It's 6:14 in the morning.
I have yet to sleep.
Got out of work.
Ate some acid.
Can't sleep.
Have to work in 6 hours.



puke puke puke puke ARRR!!! ARRR!!! puke skull skull skull


Update:
It;s 11:48.
I slept from 7-10.
I don't have to work until 2.
Landlord meeting at 1.
Mark's passed out, dripping sweat...


Mini-update:
11:56...
I really want a female right now.
or sex in general...
Why do boys have...
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barbiq:
i see a lot of puke EL SUICIDO LOCO EL SUICIDO LOCO in your journal... go to this site:
"Lengualatinaxxx" and change them for:
biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin love love love love
evil_mad_hatter:
Because men are fucking morons.. Plain and simple. Most have no self control and never stop acting like they're sixteen. They're all bastards.
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Went and filled out applications at:

Newbury Comics
Strawberries
Barnes and Noble
TGI Fridays.


The only one that actually gave me any sort of feedback was TGIFridays. They said to come back in a month. And fucking month, to see whats happening. I might be getting a job there. If all goes well.

I need to get out of this house.
My family seems to...
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bakshian:
yea people come and go, you never know when a spot will open up. good luck with everything else.
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work
work
work

Going job searching tomorrow after helping Rae bring her cats to the vet.
Newbury Comics, Strawberries, TGI Fridays.
I need a full time job.
Work

Saturday, hopefully I can go, but if not, Mark is going to met the landlord.
We're getting the apartment!!!!!!
WE'RE GETTING THE APARTMENT!!!!!!
Once again...
WE'RE GETTING THE APARTMENT!!!!

Oh, I'm so fricken' excited.
One more month...
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bakshian:
newbury isn't hiring. i work there

edit to add - what is that last sentence all about? is that polish?

[Edited on May 26, 2005 11:25AM]
pavlovsdog:
I saw your new screen name and was like "Who the Hell is this!"

I'm glad things are going so well.
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My weekend was very, very eventful...


Friday:
Worked 5-9, then trekked out to Sterling for the housewarming party.
Started it off with two shots of jarger, a beer, and some margaritas.
Then sex in the back of Blue, where people were watching, trying to tip the car.
Received very, very bad rug burn on my back...
It hurts... frown
Went to bed...

Saturday:
Woke up early....
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antihero_wraith:
You know where to find acid????


It's been *SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO* fuckin' dry in NH for real cid that they've been chargin' $10.00 for half hits! Let me know where the good tripp is... PLEASE!
keila:
Thanks for the Birthday wishes! kiss
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Anyone in the Worcester area know of anyplace hiring full time help? I need a job!!!



Well, it's a marvelous night for a Moondance
With the stars up above in your eyes
A fantabulous night to make romance
'Neath the cover of October skies
And all the leaves on the trees are falling
To the sound of the breezes that blow
And I'm trying to...
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Yesterday, picked Mark up from work, went to the Boynton, had a bucket.
Went to Holden, bought some Bacardi and Coke, and went golfing.
Almost fell out of the cart.
Went to Nates: puked on the wall, the bathroom floor, counter, toilet, drapes, myself...


Soooooooo sick... puke puke puke puke
minsc_and_boo:
feeling any better?
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It's quarter to 4 in the morning. And I'm wide awake. Why can't I sleep? Do you think it have something to do with the 164oz. of Mountain Dew I had at work?






We're playin' in a test
It's payin' the rent
If you pooch a civilian,
It's a mayor event
In France
Way down in France
Way on down
Way on down
In France...
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pavlovsdog:
Yeah, but what if you knew you were going to die doing some everyday thing like driving, eating, sleeping or having sex. eeek Wouldn't it make those activities impossible to do?
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Moved Mark to Sterling today...
Very sad. Woke up crying.
Sad until I saw him, cried on his shoulder.
Then.. I don't know.
Got to thinking...
"Yea, he's in Sterling for a month, but I can see him, and then we move in together. I'll see him everyday, and sleep next to him."
That made me smile...


Very foggy tonight.
Hard to see driving.

And...
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Worked from 8:30 to 6.
Boring, dead...
Was pissed alllll alll alll day... mad
Boy made me angry, and he didn't even know...

Went to Purgatory Chasm with Kasia and Eric.
Kasia and I bonded.
On the way home, Mark called.
Hung out with him, and COMMUNICATED!!!
Holy shitte!

Told him how I felt
And, by gone it, I felt better. smile
We then went to Sterling....
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